I'm too old. This has been a very bad month for me. I keep delving into my daydreams and imagining myself with every woman I see. It always comes crashing down when I realize I'll never have anything. Not an intimate hug not anything. All started when I was rejected by that escort. She was my only and last hope. Won't luck into another situation like that again. Ever since then my loneliness has been extra bad. I feel so tired and exhausted. I keep begging for attention from any foid and I hate it. I don't know what I'll do but I just can't go on like this
