Im at the point where I have no copes, and I have already exhausted the anime and video game copies, which are essential for a NEET/rottercel to stay sane. So, I sit in my basement, mostly staring at a wall or pacing around, thinking about the blackpill. Then I go to my PC and watch a ton of BP videos. After that, I watch some normal videos or indulge in chinktok. Then, I go for a night walk and contemplate my life and the blackpill's impact on my life and all the social milestones i missed out on such as having a group of friend's going to parties etc. When you live this way for so long, you start to completely wither inside, losing all hope and motivation. I no longer have desires or care for anything. When you've fought for so long, you eventually become tired and accept the reality that your life was always rigged, a losing game from the beginning. Therefore, there is no reason to try. I hate my parents, my genetics, and this reality in general. As a sub-5 male, your life is destined to be a living hell. My advice to you is to give up; your life will never change, no matter what you do. It's just over for you, you genetic garbage there is no happiness for you just rot to death in your copes thats all you will ever have.
Last edited:
based
