Venting I only enjoy getting shitfaced every night now

[Pancakecel]

Nothing else gives me joy/ peace anymore. I just exist now, nothing more.

 

[LeDepravedCel]

It'll be all over soon.

 

[Deleted member 35428]

Nothing else gives me joy/ peace anymore. I just exist now, nothing more.

Alcoholism runs in my family, I don't want to perpetuate the cycle

 

[Pancakecel]

Alcoholism runs in my family, I don't want to perpetuate the cycle

My grandfather died of alcoholism when my mother was 17, and here I am.

 

[Deleted member 35428]

My grandfather died of alcoholism when my mother was 17, and here I am.

Rough, but I understand why people drink. In EE things are so shitty it's the only cope available.