It was December 27th, 2016 when I started a NoFap streak that lasted until January 8th, 2018. I started this because I've been reading the NoFap subreddit and the TRP subreddit, since I was, and still am, a lonely virgin. I'll be honest; everything in my life except sex and social standing improved, and ironically, I wanted these two things the most.
First off, your energy improves... a lot. After a few days, or weeks for some, you'll have more will for doing things. My GPA improved from 3.27/5 to 3.88/5 (Croatian grading system). I also went to an English competition in my school and managed to make it to a state-level competition. Regarding physical exercise, I was motivated to train almost every day. I dropped from 97 kg in January 2017 to 83.3 kg in September 2017. I also started running in June 2017 so that I could beat my athlete classmates at a 1 km run. My initial time required to run a kilometre was 4 minutes and 37 seconds, which dropped to 3 minutes and 44 seconds. I only beat three out of nine boys in my class, which was better than the previous year, where I only beat one of them. This summer was the first time I started going out; I even tried approaching some girls, which failed horribly. However, I did create some fond memories. By the way, don't let anyone tell you that having friends to go out with is useless. It's true, they might occasionally mention the girls they've been with, but the alternatives of either having acquaintances that you don't go out with or having no friends at all are absolutely horrid. Trust me, you don't want to cry in your room for hours and wonder why no one wants to associate with you.
As October approached, I was still a KHHV. From there, until the end of the streak, I was the most suicidal in my life. Because I fully believed in the red pill, I thought that I was doing something wrong, very wrong. I asked for help on r/asktrp, and 90% of the time, I was referred to the sidebar. According to the red pill, the sidebar is infallible. Despite reading it dozens of times, I still found no success. This is where severe self-hatred and suicidal thoughts start pouring in my naive head. Since I genuinely believed the sidebar was infallible, I started to think that I haven't been reading it correctly, but after so many reads, I started believing that I was just moronically stupid and abysmally incompetent. My failures were entirely my own fault and the only way I could succeed is by finally letting the "holy word" get inside my thick skull. I stopped exercising, regained all the weight back, and haven't been to any state-level competitions since. I now weigh 100.8 kg. My GPA is around the same value and I still go out sometimes. People at my school still laugh at me because I behave differently from others.
In conclusion, NoFap is worth it, but only if you can get sex semi-occasionally. Not having a sexual release is detrimental to your mental health in the long run; unless you have iron will like monks. By the way, a few months ago, I heard that NoFap mocks and ridicules incels. That's not true, I complained about my inceldom and social status on NoFap countless of times and I've always received support because I didn't say blackpilled things. NoFap mocks and ridicules things that go against its ideology. If you like to cope by doing productive things, I recommend going on a streak to improve your brainpower.
First off, your energy improves... a lot. After a few days, or weeks for some, you'll have more will for doing things. My GPA improved from 3.27/5 to 3.88/5 (Croatian grading system). I also went to an English competition in my school and managed to make it to a state-level competition. Regarding physical exercise, I was motivated to train almost every day. I dropped from 97 kg in January 2017 to 83.3 kg in September 2017. I also started running in June 2017 so that I could beat my athlete classmates at a 1 km run. My initial time required to run a kilometre was 4 minutes and 37 seconds, which dropped to 3 minutes and 44 seconds. I only beat three out of nine boys in my class, which was better than the previous year, where I only beat one of them. This summer was the first time I started going out; I even tried approaching some girls, which failed horribly. However, I did create some fond memories. By the way, don't let anyone tell you that having friends to go out with is useless. It's true, they might occasionally mention the girls they've been with, but the alternatives of either having acquaintances that you don't go out with or having no friends at all are absolutely horrid. Trust me, you don't want to cry in your room for hours and wonder why no one wants to associate with you.
As October approached, I was still a KHHV. From there, until the end of the streak, I was the most suicidal in my life. Because I fully believed in the red pill, I thought that I was doing something wrong, very wrong. I asked for help on r/asktrp, and 90% of the time, I was referred to the sidebar. According to the red pill, the sidebar is infallible. Despite reading it dozens of times, I still found no success. This is where severe self-hatred and suicidal thoughts start pouring in my naive head. Since I genuinely believed the sidebar was infallible, I started to think that I haven't been reading it correctly, but after so many reads, I started believing that I was just moronically stupid and abysmally incompetent. My failures were entirely my own fault and the only way I could succeed is by finally letting the "holy word" get inside my thick skull. I stopped exercising, regained all the weight back, and haven't been to any state-level competitions since. I now weigh 100.8 kg. My GPA is around the same value and I still go out sometimes. People at my school still laugh at me because I behave differently from others.
In conclusion, NoFap is worth it, but only if you can get sex semi-occasionally. Not having a sexual release is detrimental to your mental health in the long run; unless you have iron will like monks. By the way, a few months ago, I heard that NoFap mocks and ridicules incels. That's not true, I complained about my inceldom and social status on NoFap countless of times and I've always received support because I didn't say blackpilled things. NoFap mocks and ridicules things that go against its ideology. If you like to cope by doing productive things, I recommend going on a streak to improve your brainpower.
