Venting I no longer have any personal desires or dreams, I just want to see people suffering and being miserable

[Leonardo Part V]

what was inflicted on me can never be undone, my only way to feel validated and comforted is to see people suffering as much as possible, especially foids

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Same here. Inceldom made me a worse person. It made me angry, bitter, resentful, consumed by rage and envy.

If all the things are constantly bad for me when I don't deserve it, why should I wish happy things for others?

I used to feel bad whenever there was a tragedy in the world. I don't care anymore now. No one cares about my suffering anyway.

 

[Dehumanized]

same

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

especially foids

Now I go to places like r/whenwomenrefuse to get lifefuel That subreddit is essentially foids fucking around and finding out. Choosing Chad, then beinga abused/beated/killed by Chad

 

[Kinkcel1]

 

[Leonardo Part V]

Inceldom made me a worse person. It made me angry, bitter, resentful, consumed by rage and envy.

 

[Kinkcel1]

Same here. Inceldom made me a worse person. It made me angry, bitter, resentful, consumed by rage and envy.

If all the things are constantly bad for me when I don't deserve it, why should I wish happy things for others?

I used to feel bad whenever there was a tragedy in the world. I don't care anymore now. No one cares about my suffering anyway.

Exactly.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Based

 

[lowz1r]

 

[BlueCore]

same

 

[Emba]

Fascinating

 

[broken & doomed]

what was inflicted on me can never be undone, my only way to feel validated and comforted is to see people suffering as much as possible, especially foids

As time goes on, I too become more like this.
I view people as they all are participants of what have been done to me and to my soul. I want them to suffer. I want them to feel the pain like I do, like I did.
All the women I ever had feelings for, I wish them a horrible life full of misery. I want them to suffer hard and then die.
I can't take this pain anymore. I am too gentle, too soft, too kind in my soul. Nice guy. I am the GOAT of scapegoats. I want them dead. I want sex-havers dead and miserable. And virgin women too. They are still lustful dirty scum too. I want them all to suffer what I did in my life. All that pain.
Maybe 1% of them all would be able to live with it. And I do it every day for 26 years. They all destroy my soul, my light. Noone helped me with escaping darkness. They all deserve death and horror and misery.
I hurt so much

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

what was inflicted on me can never be undone, my only way to feel validated and comforted is to see people suffering as much as possible, especially foids

The same thing, which is why I like to watch and read news about wars where people are dying or wait and hope for a new deadly pandemic.

 

[Lux]

Now imagine you having a death note, daydream then cry realizing your powerlessnes