There's this girl I liked for years, I mean really, reaaally liked. Prettiest girl I've seen in my life, genuine 10/10, but also a christian girl from a faithful, good family. I had built myself up for a year or so, improving myself in the hopes of having a chance with her maybe. Even considered buying her a necklace.
I asked her out recently and she left me on read and blocked me. Not even a courtesy reply.
I distract myself all the time but now i'm getting back in the habit of asking myself, am I that fucking repulsive? not even worth a reply? is that what my existence can possibly worth to another human being?
I don't want to live anymore. This world is too shitty. I already have my own problems, the least I needed was a waste of time and a traumatic experience. Fuck this world, fuck women, fuck society, fuck everything.
I built my confidence up for a year, after having went through all that I went through (documented on this account, got kicked out of school, had multiple fights, etc...), learned how to fight, became very fit physically. All this for a whore to shatter my existence through one interaction. How can this possibly be a good person?
I asked her out recently and she left me on read and blocked me. Not even a courtesy reply.
I distract myself all the time but now i'm getting back in the habit of asking myself, am I that fucking repulsive? not even worth a reply? is that what my existence can possibly worth to another human being?
I don't want to live anymore. This world is too shitty. I already have my own problems, the least I needed was a waste of time and a traumatic experience. Fuck this world, fuck women, fuck society, fuck everything.
I built my confidence up for a year, after having went through all that I went through (documented on this account, got kicked out of school, had multiple fights, etc...), learned how to fight, became very fit physically. All this for a whore to shatter my existence through one interaction. How can this possibly be a good person?
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