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I remember in my teens and early 20s I invited so many girls, and people in general, out to hang and chill with me but they always refused even when I offered to pay for everything. I remember one time I asked a girl out to the movies. She said no. Okay. I figured she thought I was trying to date her. (I was but that's beside the point. I would have totally fucked her.) So I offered to pay to see a movie on the weekend and repeated use the phrase that we would be going AS FRIENDS! AS FRIENDS! SEEING A MOVIE WITH A FRIEND!! She still refused and said she didn't even want to see that movie anyway. So about 2 weeks later I overhear her talking about how great the movie was. The same movie I wanted to take her to. She then made up some bullshit excuse that her friends "made" her go and that in some stupid scenario she "had to" watch the movie even though she didn't want to. I was so disappointed.
Similar things happened with women over the years where I'd actively try to be chivalrous. Be a good sport. Be manly. Never mattered what I did these stupid bitches would just never want to go out with me. I remember offering a bitch a $20 spot to get some lunch because she said she was starving but didn't have money. She stayed starved the whole day than borrow money from me. How fucking ugly am I that this kept happening throughout my whole life? Holy shit this whole idea and experiences for this topic came up while I was at work and I just got really down and sad all of a sudden. Remembering all my hurtful experiences.
Guys were no different. I tried to hang out with this cool kid from school. Unlike the 90% of other cool kids this guy was fairly nice. He was a Chad obviously but a very religous Christian-y type Chad. Now that I think about it he could have been Mormon. Either way all the kids at school liked him and he was very popular. I wanted to be in his group of friends because they always did shit on the weekends and always had stories to tell come Monday. He knew tons of people and would get tons of free shit and the teachers would look away whenever they did something bad. Figured if I got on his good side I'd become semi popular and get friends as well.I remember he was going to a concert and I offered to get tickets for us. Something lead to another and in the end he basically just didn't even respond to me. I was walking around the concert area and we just happened to pass by eachother. I was by myself and he was with his whole group. They all just walked past me like we didn't even have class together. I literally stood there just waiting for them to say hi or wave or something. They all ignored me.
Even if I was a richfag I'd still be alone and utterly uselsss to anybody.
Similar things happened with women over the years where I'd actively try to be chivalrous. Be a good sport. Be manly. Never mattered what I did these stupid bitches would just never want to go out with me. I remember offering a bitch a $20 spot to get some lunch because she said she was starving but didn't have money. She stayed starved the whole day than borrow money from me. How fucking ugly am I that this kept happening throughout my whole life? Holy shit this whole idea and experiences for this topic came up while I was at work and I just got really down and sad all of a sudden. Remembering all my hurtful experiences.
Guys were no different. I tried to hang out with this cool kid from school. Unlike the 90% of other cool kids this guy was fairly nice. He was a Chad obviously but a very religous Christian-y type Chad. Now that I think about it he could have been Mormon. Either way all the kids at school liked him and he was very popular. I wanted to be in his group of friends because they always did shit on the weekends and always had stories to tell come Monday. He knew tons of people and would get tons of free shit and the teachers would look away whenever they did something bad. Figured if I got on his good side I'd become semi popular and get friends as well.I remember he was going to a concert and I offered to get tickets for us. Something lead to another and in the end he basically just didn't even respond to me. I was walking around the concert area and we just happened to pass by eachother. I was by myself and he was with his whole group. They all just walked past me like we didn't even have class together. I literally stood there just waiting for them to say hi or wave or something. They all ignored me.
Even if I was a richfag I'd still be alone and utterly uselsss to anybody.
