
Shay Patrick Cormac
I make my own luck
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I am currently 18, my peers enjoy their lives with parties and act ike adults while I still play with toys to cope. Not that I feel bad about it, but I am astonished by how much I've regressed to cope. I mean I still watch cartoons, still make epic fights with toys and I still feel insanely annoyed by the fact I have responsabilities. When I think about my life and things that enriched me I think of my childhood, period. I have no experience, no culture, just my ego. When I look around, even here on .is, I ask myself "How the hell did they all grew out of playing with toys??"; for me it's a completely alien perspective. If I stopped playing with toys how am I supposed to be happy and fill the void? Yeah there is vidya but nothing beats the pure action and freedom of being a god with toys. How can you even cope with your shitty lives without toys!? They are the only reason I am not depressed. Plus with movement from fights with toys I automatically do exercize without boring myself. I genuinely ask myself how did you grow out of childhood.