RageFuel I never expected society to be this brutal

[Kamanbert]

When i was younger i would've never thought the things i think now.

One of those things is that sitting at home could be better for your mental health and self-esteem than working a full time job. Earning around 20k a year in the current world, alongside the stigma of doing something that's "degrading", puts you among the bottom rung of society despite working full time. You do the same (and i'm being magnanimous here when i see some of those paper pushers) effort an average or even well-paid person does only to be spit at and considered less than. Imagine working full time, sometimes 8 hours a day under the rain, only to be the archetypal man foids use as an example of a bad man. Is there anything more cucked than that ? At this point i'm only doing it cause i manage to find some enjoyment in it and for myself cause it still pays better than some govbux. Soyciety forces me to be callous about everything that's not me. No way you can see yourself as a member of something larger, fuck this.

After 4 years of this bullshit i feel like my brain is developing the same sort of traumas a homeless brain has. It's just you against the world. I'm so cold now. Outside working time i don't even want to leave the house out of the shame of being myself. There is no good karma for doing anything. Even my only online "friend" ( a little pathetic faggot that has even made an account on here in the past but got called out after a dozen posts for being such a fag and stopped posting ) that don't have a social life at all feels compelled to put me down about this just because he has one of those level entry office jobs after an useless meme degree. The rat race really is disgusting.

 

[Mecoja]

No way you can see yourself as a member of something larger, fuck this.

i don't even want to leave the house out of the shame of being myself

Same, well said.

 

[Kamanbert]

Same, well said.

Stay strong brother

 

[jackhanma]

I really dont want to do this anymore man

 

[Kamanbert]

I really dont want to do this anymore man

Hell no

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

my brain is developing the same sort of traumas a homeless brain has

The suffering we endure affects negatively our health, further damaging it.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Meanwhile, the Chad has the opposite experience. The more sex he has, the better he feels, the more confident he gets, the better his life is.

 

[Kamanbert]

The suffering we endure affects negatively our health, further damaging it.

Meanwhile, the Chad has the opposite experience. The more sex he has, the better he feels, the more confident he gets, the better his life is.

This is fucking infuriating. Sometimes i feel like i already have early-onset dementia from all of the suffering, a pain unknown to animals even.

I somehow managed to feel good on some days despite my predicaments, and i know how EASY other people have it. And i probably only felt a fraction of their bliss. They can't imagine the shit we go through. We should get neetbux ASAP.

 

[Jud Pottah]

without plumbers, electricians, architects, engineers. how fast it would all crumble. not that it isnt falling as we Speak

 

[Jud Pottah]

@Kamanbert it is all by design OP. they want a favela of individuals.

 

[Kamanbert]

without plumbers, electricians, architects, engineers. how fast it would all crumble. not that it isnt falling as we Speak

I'm not one of those but i could be. Thing is i'm so down in the dumps due to my situation, that i don't care about changing it because society therefore humanity disgusts me. I don't want to play that fake game.

 

[Jud Pottah]

I'm not one of those but i could be. Thing is i'm so down in the dumps due to my situation, that i don't care about changing it because society therefore humanity disgusts me. I don't want to play that fake game.

Be a connoisseur of seeccs Dungeon

https://incels.is/threads/my-neet-room-2023.457581/

 

[Kamanbert]

@Kamanbert it is all by design OP. they want a favela of individuals.

No, i feel like this is, above all, for people like me, and we're more like collateral damage of the modern capitalist world than made so by design. Contemporary normies seem to have this sort of synthesis between their individualism and the collective, and at the center of that synthesis are old bourgeois outlooks revolving around one's level of life and perceived values (nowadays it has a lot to do with globohomo shit like being a prissy male faggot). I feel so alienated from the urban masses it's not even funny. Being an ugly polak even my physique screams my condition through every pore. I'm so sick of this shit boyo.

 

[Jud Pottah]

No, i feel like this is, above all, for people like me, and we're more like collateral damage of the modern capitalist world than made so by design. Contemporary normies seem to have this sort of synthesis between their individualism and the collective, and at the center of that synthesis are old bourgeois outlooks revolving around one's level of life and perceived values (nowadays it has a lot to do with globohomo shit). I feel so alienated from the urban masses it's not even funny. Being an ugly polak even my physique screams my condition through every pore. I'm so sick of this shit boyo.