Blackpill I never even had a chance

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I found an old flash drive with tons of old pictures of me and my family, and my god I never even had a chance.

At my absolute peak I was super skinny, and I still had no jawline. DEAD ASS.

I wish I could post the pictures to show you guys. It's fucking brutal. And I know for a fact that those pictures are probably the best I'll ever look.

I was a freshman in high school at the time. I had a smile on my face. I don't even recognize myself anymore.

That version of me was so cringe and normie like. No wonder I was picked on all the time.

It just seemed so fake. Like I was trying to be what my family wanted me to be.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Maybe I can edit it just to show my jawline. 1 sec.

 

[zd60]

same, glad i never had photos of me when younger or currently though so I don't have to look at them and remember my even more miserable past, I never had a chance for anything since my birth I was always destined to be a miserable outcast in this clown world

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Maybe I can edit it just to show my jawline. 1 sec.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

same, glad i never had photos of me when younger or currently though so I don't have to look at them and remember my even more miserable past, I never had a chance for anything since my birth I was always destined to be a miserable outcast in this clown world

it's hard to accept brother

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

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ER with no jaw

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

ER with no jaw

unironically

And I had these nerdy ass glasses I wore too. So it was a double failo.

 

[zd60]

it's hard to accept brother

truly is, everyday just gets more and more miserable

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

unironically

And I had these nerdy ass glasses I wore too. So it was a double failo.

Which one of your parents have no jaw?

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

unironically

And I had these nerdy ass glasses I wore too. So it was a double failo.

(mods pls don't ban me for posting these, I'm just showing snippets.)

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

truly is, everyday just gets more and more miserable

I'm gonna drink later tonight. I can't cope.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Which one of your parents have no jaw?

I get almost all of my facial features from my mom. My dad jaw mogs me and looks mogs me

 

[zd60]

I'm gonna drink later tonight. I can't cope.

same, I drink pretty much everyday these days

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

same, I drink pretty much everyday these days

Fucking brutal man. Seriously.

 

[zd60]

Fucking brutal man. Seriously.

substances are the only thing that keep me sedated enough to endure this misery and not end up in jail

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

substances are the only thing that keep me sedated enough to endure this misery and not end up in jail

Honestly same. I would have roped years ago without alcohol.

 

[zd60]

Honestly same. I would have roped years ago without alcohol.

same, alcohol and any other substance I can get my hands on are the only thing that let me drift through my existence while watching the absurdity of the world unfold, though I still have a suicide date set

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

same, alcohol and any other substance I can get my hands on are the only thing that let me drift through my existence while watching the absurdity of the world unfold, though I still have a suicide date set

When are you planning on doing it?

 

[zd60]

When are you planning on doing it?

take my gun and shoot my self after doing a nice amount of drugs or some other method I choose before 40 my death date

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

take my gun and shoot my self after doing a nice amount of drugs or some other method I choose before 40 my death date

I'm sorry fren

 

[zd60]

I'm sorry fren

, at least this clown world keeps me entertained during my drug induced drift to death

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

, at least this clown world keeps me entertained during my drug induced drift to death

I'm hoping health problems will kill me. My dad's side has heart problems so I'm hoping for a heart attack or a stroke.

 

[zd60]

I'm hoping health problems will kill me. My dad's side has heart problems so I'm hoping for a heart attack or a stroke.

Yeah I still kinda hope for the same because its easier than straight suicide but straight suicide doesn't bother anymore like it used to, I'm very self-destructive so I hope health problems strike soon, sadly my body is still kicking