LifeFuel I need your advice, guys, i dont know what to do

[Subhuman/Face]

I'm a 19 year old male, KHHV with females, and sadly I'm 100% straight so I don't have any other option besides being attracted to women.

I did 'okay' in life, this before I took the Red Pill and the Black Pill, and that's when I was able to see the reality of things. Before this I didn't think I was short, I'm 5'7, but it's obvious that I'm a midget from women and I don't genuinely attract any women. That hitted hard, really hard, especially because there's really nothing I can do to fix it other than length surgery. And the worst thing was that I was also able to notice, thanks to the BP, all the flaws that my face has, which drastically decreases all my chances of a woman liking me. And again, theres nothing i can truly do to fix my face, It's all so demoralizing.

I dont share some of your most extreme view on women, i dont really blame others for the view that they have on me, its just the game that we're all playing, and sadly i got the short stick on genetics. Call me an idiot or a retard, and I probably am since i still have some hope, but seeing myself everyday on the mirror is a reminder of how no-one is going to love me or want to pass time with me. But what hurts me the most is that there is no realistic way that a women is going to like me, why do things have to be this way? I just want to fulfill what everyone around me has, a girlfriend, outings, walks, nights sleeping together, sex, etc... A girlfriend! But I never got around to it.

I don't feel like going out anymore because of my physical defects, is this something that happens to you guys too? And I know that if I try to approach and talk to a stranger, they will judge me in their minds, but they are not going to tell me what they think in my face. It's so tiring.

I heard many times to ropemaxx and im starting to see it as an option. I was just unlucly to be born with this appereance. That's life, I guess, and even though I have parents who love me, I know I'll never be able to give them a daughter-in-law or a grandson. They have hopes for me and I'm just a failure.

What do you guys do in order to keep living? Why are you still here? What hobbies do you have? I need your advice on this, is it worth it to still going on with life? I should start studying again but im not motivated, i try to see myself graduating from university but what would be the point? Im going to keep being the same ugly guy as i always been.

 

[chudjak]

im starting to see it as an option

No gray, you will NOT ropemaxx.

A lot of people are against suicide because they want you (similar to a tortured animal in a zoo) to keep on being "alive" so that they can say you are taken care of and feel virtuous even when you are in mental agony.

This is not the reason you shouldn't kill yourself, you should not die yet because you still have important things to do, I don't need to tell you what you want to do but if you have any dream then give it a shot. If you die, it should be by someone else's hand, not your own

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You discovered blackpill recently and are still relatively young, but you'll fully accept the blackpill with time passing.
You'll truly realize that it's over for you and most importantly, that it never began in the first place.
As soon as you created your account here, deep inside you, you already knew that it was over for you.
You will realize that we live in hell. And this place is a safe haven from this hell of a life.
Welcome GrAY

 

[Scatius Deletus]

Bro thinks there's hope

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Life is meaningless and hopeless, the only way I stay alive is by coping.

 

[Emba]

My condolences bro

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

My condolences bro

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Cope or rope

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

Never began for you brocel

 

[The Voyeur]

Don't rope. If you feel like you can't fit in normal society (which none of us really can) then just go out in public and film yourself spazzing out at foids. Then upload it here and we can all have a laugh together.

 

[Subhuman/Face]

No gray, you will NOT ropemaxx.

A lot of people are against suicide because they want you (similar to a tortured animal in a zoo) to keep on being "alive" so that they can say you are taken care of and feel virtuous even when you are in mental agony.

This is not the reason you shouldn't kill yourself, you should not die yet because you still have important things to do, I don't need to tell you what you want to do but if you have any dream then give it a shot. If you die, it should be by someone else's hand, not your own

I have some goals, I don't know if I should call them dreams, but with them I was able to finish high school and try to get a university degree. But the idea that I will never be able to complete these goals with my 'better half' eats away at my soul. What would be the point? I heard from my parents to not rush things or get desperate, but that's bullshit, I didn't get a single romantic experience with a girl in my 19 years of life, and if I just wait for things to happen the way they say, another 19 years will pass without anything romantic happening in my life.

What do you do to keep going, brother? Im trying to find something to do outdoor but im afraid of how they're going to see me

 

[Subhuman/Face]

You discovered blackpill recently and are still relatively young, but you'll fully accept the blackpill with time passing.
You'll truly realize that it's over for you and most importantly, that it never began in the first place.
As soon as you created your account here, deep inside you, you already knew that it was over for you.
You will realize that we live in hell. And this place is a safe haven from this hell of a life.
Welcome GrAY

I fear that and I won't lie to you that I'm scared of that possibility.

But why do I still have hope? It doesn't make sense, none of this, or it does and that's why I reject it so much.

Thanks for the welcome, FrenchCel, I hope I can get along with everyone here

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

My condolences bro

 

[Subhuman/Face]

Life is meaningless and hopeless, the only way I stay alive is by coping.

how do you cope, brother? I want to do it too, but idk how

 

[Friezacel]

KHHV with females

With females ? That needs some explaining

 

[Subhuman/Face]

Don't rope. If you feel like you can't fit in normal society (which none of us really can) then just go out in public and film yourself spazzing out at foids. Then upload it here and we can all have a laugh together.

No, i dont think so dude, what would be the point anyway?

 

[chudjak]

just wait for things to happen the way they say, another 19 years will pass without anything romantic happening in my life.

Nothing romantic will happen to you regardless of if you try or not, women hate us.

Save up some money and buy some lethal toys if you are American, you can probably play with them at a range and learn how to use them well, that's a nice "cope"

What do you do to keep going, brother? Im trying to find something to do outdoor but im afraid of how they're going to see me

If you want to know how to just temporarily cope until you die, then just ignore any expectations on you and realize being selfless or think about others is a waste, play video games and watch anime like the normies say we do, incels who work hard for others are not getting any benefits. If you want to go outside and interact with people then just stop worrying about how people see you and make evil your virtue, make their lives worse. I think I talked to someone earlier about this Post in thread 'What keeps a person from roping?' https://incels.is/threads/what-keeps-a-person-from-roping.698924/post-16515283

 

[Subhuman/Face]

With females ? That needs some explaining

I wrote this for shit haha. I'm heterosexual, that's what I wanted to say, and I think that if I liked men (which is not the case) I might have more luck in the dating market.

Does that makes any sense?

 

[The Voyeur]

No, i dont think so dude, what would be the point anyway?

It would be hilarious.

 

[Vakasneb3856]

I have some goals, I don't know if I should call them dreams, but with them I was able to finish high school and try to get a university degree. But the idea that I will never be able to complete these goals with my 'better half' eats away at my soul. What would be the point? I heard from my parents to not rush things or get desperate, but that's bullshit, I didn't get a single romantic experience with a girl in my 19 years of life, and if I just wait for things to happen the way they say, another 19 years will pass without anything romantic happening in my life.

What do you do to keep going, brother? Im trying to find something to do outdoor but im afraid of how they're going to see me

If you never had a chance in the first place then why fret over it? If you never had a chance at having a partner with you at the times where you reached your goals why feel guilty after when you had no choice or agency in the matter. You are going to have to accept that some people are not meant to be with other people.
It's best not to compare your self with other people or normies, since they were given a better life or opportunities which you never had and your path may be more challenging on a higher difficulty

About what keeps you going, goals hobbies can be helpful. If you want to get fit going to the gym is ok or if you are not bother by others a sports team maybe, sort of depends where you are situated, though hobbies that are solitary may be an option. If you are worried about sex then save up for an escort or if it's illegal where you are go to another country. A lot of it is finding fun and maximizing pleasure.

 

[Composter]

No reason to rope yourself over foids, it's not worth it. Even what they could offer you, is not worth your life. Stay safe. Also don't change yourself to please other people, do what you enjoy. Gymmaxing and all of that is just cope imo, at least it's a hobby that keeps you healthy though. Just stay away from drugs, alcohol and gambiling and you'll be okay in life even without foids.

 

[Subhuman/Face]

Nothing romantic will happen to you regardless of if you try or not, women hate us.

Save up some money and buy some lethal toys if you are American, you can probably play with them at a range and learn how to use them well, that's a nice "cope"


If you want to know how to just temporarily cope until you die, then just ignore any expectations on you and realize being selfless or think about others is a waste, play video games and watch anime like the normies say we do, incels who work hard for others are not getting any benefits. If you want to go outside and interact with people then just stop worrying about how people see you and make evil your virtue, make their lives worse. I think I talked to someone earlier about this Post in thread 'What keeps a person from roping?' https://incels.is/threads/what-keeps-a-person-from-roping.698924/post-16515283

Being a bad guy goes against how I was raised, but what's the point, right? There are a lot of things I believed in life that were just fantasies.

I read somewhere that women are attracted to bad guys, something about the dark triad, is that a thing? Maybe if I'm a bad guy I'll be able to attract women? Im copium so much, sorry

 

[Azaylias]

This post reeks of redditor

 

[drowningindenial]

My condolences bro

 

[chudjak]

read somewhere that women are attracted to bad guys, something about the dark triad, is that a thing?

It is a thing but only if you look hot. I am talking about being evil for the sake of making the world a worse place for the normies and foids who punish us just for being born, you do NOT want to keep pursuing women, they will ruin you.

 

[chudjak]

This post reeks of redditor

It's his first post thobeit give him a break

 

[user]

KHHV with females

Are you a faggot?

 

[Subhuman/Face]

If you never had a chance in the first place then why fret over it? If you never had a chance at having a partner with you at the times where you reached your goals why feel guilty after when you had no choice or agency in the matter. You are going to have to accept that some people are not meant to be with other people.
It's best not to compare your self with other people or normies, since they were given a better life or opportunities which you never had and your path may be more challenging on a higher difficulty

About what keeps you going, goals hobbies can be helpful. If you want to get fit going to the gym is ok or if you are not bother by others a sports team maybe, sort of depends where you are situated, though hobbies that are solitary may be an option. If you are worried about sex then save up for an escort or if it's illegal where you are go to another country. A lot of it is finding fun and maximizing pleasure.

I read a statistic that devastated me, that a good number of men never reproduce and this is throughout history. Why are we sold the idea of a soul mate then? Why keep hoping? It's all so sad.

I did some sport before, I should go back with them, I like running and if I don't want to be judged maybe joining a boxing gym would be the best thing, right? It's a solitary sport and no one would mess with me for my looks.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Be more confident, bro! My friend here is a 5'2" balding Indian janitor with an unbelievably grotesque and rare deformity—only he has it—and he still dates models!

 

[Subhuman/Face]

No reason to rope yourself over foids, it's not worth it. Even what they could offer you, is not worth your life. Stay safe. Also don't change yourself to please other people, do what you enjoy. Gymmaxing and all of that is just cope imo, at least it's a hobby that keeps you healthy though. Just stay away from drugs, alcohol and gambiling and you'll be okay in life even without foids.

I was told to try to enjoy things, as you say, I will keep that in mind. Thanks dude.

 

[Subhuman/Face]

This post reeks of redditor

Sorry about that, I still don't know the jargon here, I'll try to change the way I write things.

 

[Subhuman/Face]

It is a thing but only if you look hot. I am talking about being evil for the sake of making the world a worse place for the normies and foids who punish us just for being born, you do NOT want to keep pursuing women, they will ruin you.

So being evil for the sake of evilness. This had never occurred to me before and it still seems bad to me? I'll keep it in mind anyway, thanks mate

 

[Only_Perspective]

KHHV with females

 

[Azaylias]

Sorry about that, I still don't know the jargon here, I'll try to change the way I write things.

It's not just your lack of jargon, the way you write seems more like some normgroid who's attempting to study or infiltrate an incel space, the fact you're still clearly scared of being misogynistic despite the fact you are on an incel forum is pure soy. I'm almost certain you don't belong here. Not forgetting to mention the fact you felt the need to specify you're "straight" TWICE

 

[Azaylias]

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100% straight guys

 

[Vakasneb3856]

I read a statistic that devastated me, that a good number of men never reproduce and this is throughout history. Why are we sold the idea of a soul mate then? Why keep hoping? It's all so sad.

I did some sport before, I should go back with them, I like running and if I don't want to be judged maybe joining a boxing gym would be the best thing, right? It's a solitary sport and no one would mess with me for my looks.

The masses of most men must be fed a false blue pilled reality to keep them in line so slave away at a false hope of a relationship so they keep contributing to society with no benefit to them. If the all ever found out it was all for no sex or relationship society would crumble and foids would not live life on easy mode on the backs of those they hate.

Do what suits you best sporting or exercise wise. Moneymaxing is another route to consider to obtain more copes through financial means.

 

[Subhuman/Face]

It's not just your lack of jargon, the way you write seems more like some normgroid who's attempting to study or infiltrate an incel space, the fact you're still clearly scared of being misogynistic despite the fact you are on an incel forum is pure soy. I'm almost certain you don't belong here. Not forgetting to mention the fact you felt the need to specify you're "straight" TWICE

I mean you're right, I'm trying to fit in since I think this is where I belong since by definition im an incel. Women doesn't like me and i dont have any tool to change that. Yes, I read that there are misogynists here and I wouldn't like to be one, but even with that where else could I go? If I talk about these problems with people who don't suffer from them, they won't be able to empathize with me. I don't know, it's my first time posting here, you'll know more than me, if you think I don't belong here or if I bother you, I'll leave your community

 

[Azaylias]

I mean you're right, I'm trying to fit in since I think this is where I belong since by definition im an incel. Women doesn't like me and i dont have any tool to change that. Yes, I read that there are misogynists here and I wouldn't like to be one, but even with that where else could I go? If I talk about these problems with people who don't suffer from them, they won't be able to empathize with me. I don't know, it's my first time posting here, you'll know more than me, if you think I don't belong here or if I bother you, I'll leave your community

If you're an incel you'd hate toilets enough to at least not concern yourself with any "extreme" misogynistic views

 

[Den66kj]

sadly I'm 100% straight

"Sadly"

ok GrAY

 

[Den66kj]

Are you a faggot?

He litERally said "Sadly I'm 100% straight"

One of the biggest GrAYs I've evER seen

 

[Subhuman/Face]

He litERally said "Sadly I'm 100% straight"

One of the biggest GrAYs I've evER seen

It sounded really bad, I know hahaha, I just had the idea of clarifying this since maybe there are incels who have no luck with women but yes with men, I'm an idiot, right? Like no women is attracted to you but maybe some men will do, and if you're not straight then you can have more luck going that way. But now that I think about it it doesn't make sense since if no women likes you then no men will either.

 

[cripplecel]

Band ur account and leave

 

[Azaylias]

It sounded really bad, I know hahaha, I just had the idea of clarifying this since maybe there are incels who have no luck with women but yes with men

holy fuck, get out

faggots can't be incels. go back to reddit

 

[Grodd]

I'm a 19 year old male, KHHV with females, and sadly I'm 100% straight so I don't have any other option besides being attracted to women.

I did 'okay' in life, this before I took the Red Pill and the Black Pill, and that's when I was able to see the reality of things. Before this I didn't think I was short, I'm 5'7, but it's obvious that I'm a midget from women and I don't genuinely attract any women. That hitted hard, really hard, especially because there's really nothing I can do to fix it other than length surgery. And the worst thing was that I was also able to notice, thanks to the BP, all the flaws that my face has, which drastically decreases all my chances of a woman liking me. And again, theres nothing i can truly do to fix my face, It's all so demoralizing.

I dont share some of your most extreme view on women, i dont really blame others for the view that they have on me, its just the game that we're all playing, and sadly i got the short stick on genetics. Call me an idiot or a retard, and I probably am since i still have some hope, but seeing myself everyday on the mirror is a reminder of how no-one is going to love me or want to pass time with me. But what hurts me the most is that there is no realistic way that a women is going to like me, why do things have to be this way? I just want to fulfill what everyone around me has, a girlfriend, outings, walks, nights sleeping together, sex, etc... A girlfriend! But I never got around to it.

I don't feel like going out anymore because of my physical defects, is this something that happens to you guys too? And I know that if I try to approach and talk to a stranger, they will judge me in their minds, but they are not going to tell me what they think in my face. It's so tiring.

I heard many times to ropemaxx and im starting to see it as an option. I was just unlucly to be born with this appereance. That's life, I guess, and even though I have parents who love me, I know I'll never be able to give them a daughter-in-law or a grandson. They have hopes for me and I'm just a failure.

What do you guys do in order to keep living? Why are you still here? What hobbies do you have? I need your advice on this, is it worth it to still going on with life? I should start studying again but im not motivated, i try to see myself graduating from university but what would be the point? Im going to keep being the same ugly guy as i always been.

 

[ForcedMarriageNow]

I heard many times to ropemaxx and im starting to see it as an option. I was just unlucly to be born with this appereance. That's life, I guess, and even though I have parents who love me, I know I'll never be able to give them a daughter-in-law or a grandson. They have hopes for me and I'm just a failure.

What do you guys do in order to keep living? Why are you still here? What hobbies do you have? I need your advice on this, is it worth it to still going on with life? I should start studying again but im not motivated, i try to see myself graduating from university but what would be the point? Im going to keep being the same ugly guy as i always been.

I'm here out of spite mostly, suicide is for faggots and I'd sooner become a murdermaxxer than even consider it. My hobbies primarily consist of niche and classic gaming, I could suggest some interesting indie titles if you're tired of more common gameplay formulas.

 

[Subhuman/Face]

I'm here out of spite mostly, suicide is for faggots and I'd sooner become a murdermaxxer than even consider it. My hobbies primarily consist of niche and classic gaming, I could suggest some interesting indie titles if you're tired of more common gameplay formulas.

Sounds fine, im open to try different games, what would you recomend first? The most popular indie i played was Hollow Knight

 

[ForcedMarriageNow]

Sounds fine, im open to try different games, what would you recomend first? The most popular indie i played was Hollow Knight

How spergy do you want to get? Some games at the top of my list would be Dwarf Fortress, From the Depths, and Cataclysm: Dark Days Ahead. Honorable mentions for Caves of Qud, Kenshi, Dungeon Crawl Stone Soup, Project Zomboid, StarSector and Children of a Dead Earth. Take a look at those and tell me which interest you

 

[Subhuman/Face]

How spergy do you want to get? Some games at the top of my list would be Dwarf Fortress, From the Depths, and Cataclysm: Dark Days Ahead. Honorable mentions for Caves of Qud, Kenshi, Dungeon Crawl Stone Soup, Project Zomboid, StarSector and Children of a Dead Earth. Take a look at those and tell me which interest you

I can be patient with games, there was a time when I played a P2W mobile game for half a year (I didn’t spend a dime on that shit but if I had the money I would have lol) and it was basically just being patient with the upgrade wait times. The combat system was really interesting and that’s what kept me playing. The ones you mentioned are of a style I’m not used to, like Dwarf Fortress let’s say, but I don’t lose anything by trying them out for a few hours. The ones that looked different on your list are Kenshi and From the Depths, what makes them special that you mentioned them with the others games? I’m curious.

 

[Cincel]

I'm a 19 year old male, KHHV with females, and sadly I'm 100% straight so I don't have any other option besides being attracted to women.

I did 'okay' in life, this before I took the Red Pill and the Black Pill, and that's when I was able to see the reality of things. Before this I didn't think I was short, I'm 5'7, but it's obvious that I'm a midget from women and I don't genuinely attract any women. That hitted hard, really hard, especially because there's really nothing I can do to fix it other than length surgery. And the worst thing was that I was also able to notice, thanks to the BP, all the flaws that my face has, which drastically decreases all my chances of a woman liking me. And again, theres nothing i can truly do to fix my face, It's all so demoralizing.

I dont share some of your most extreme view on women, i dont really blame others for the view that they have on me, its just the game that we're all playing, and sadly i got the short stick on genetics. Call me an idiot or a retard, and I probably am since i still have some hope, but seeing myself everyday on the mirror is a reminder of how no-one is going to love me or want to pass time with me. But what hurts me the most is that there is no realistic way that a women is going to like me, why do things have to be this way? I just want to fulfill what everyone around me has, a girlfriend, outings, walks, nights sleeping together, sex, etc... A girlfriend! But I never got around to it.

I don't feel like going out anymore because of my physical defects, is this something that happens to you guys too? And I know that if I try to approach and talk to a stranger, they will judge me in their minds, but they are not going to tell me what they think in my face. It's so tiring.

I heard many times to ropemaxx and im starting to see it as an option. I was just unlucly to be born with this appereance. That's life, I guess, and even though I have parents who love me, I know I'll never be able to give them a daughter-in-law or a grandson. They have hopes for me and I'm just a failure.

What do you guys do in order to keep living? Why are you still here? What hobbies do you have? I need your advice on this, is it worth it to still going on with life? I should start studying again but im not motivated, i try to see myself graduating from university but what would be the point? Im going to keep being the same ugly guy as i always been.

Take it easy man, blackpill sometimes at young age is brutal.
I won't lie and bluepilling you saying maybe you got a chance but focus on you.

I wish I was aware how pathetic and disgustin are foids if you aren't a chad at a young age... at the end many of us has walked the path you have ahead one way or another.

Try to keep mind and body working, I can't tell you how to deal with foids cuz all of us has a different coping tactic. Accepting I ain't a chad its enough for me, everyday becomes easier to deal with that. The 'threshold' zone I call it, 19 to 27 more or less

A hard and painful way but ropemaxx cuz foids dont want you aint worthy pal

 

[ForcedMarriageNow]

I can be patient with games, there was a time when I played a P2W mobile game for half a year (I didn’t spend a dime on that shit but if I had the money I would have lol) and it was basically just being patient with the upgrade wait times. The combat system was really interesting and that’s what kept me playing. The ones you mentioned are of a style I’m not used to, like Dwarf Fortress let’s say, but I don’t lose anything by trying them out for a few hours. The ones that looked different on your list are Kenshi and From the Depths, what makes them special that you mentioned them with the others games? I’m curious.

Kenshi is an open world RPG sandbox that will beat you down until your characters become powerful chads able to take on the world, It is admittedly unfinished and there's a second game in the works that's meant to be a prequel and fully deliver on the concepts presented by the original, and From the Depths is a genuinely impressive building game with a good damage system, the learning curve is steep but the game is still forgiving for shitpost meme builds, I'd recommend watching some videos on both of them.

Some games I forgot to mention but still highly recommend are Rome: Total War, Medieval: Total War 2, and Dominions 6(just pirate it though, it's not worth the 45$ the dev is asking for).