Cruel
K1ll3r
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Remember italiancel and the guy before who had an account in that forum, i checked it out once and many discussions in there about methods. I can't find it so if you can link it, it was on google but had some weird name.
I'm incel, too late for family, now jobless, almost moneyless, i don't want to end up a begger i prefer to die and i have nobody.
I knew last year i wasn't going to make it to the end of this year, I was told to go to a psych but suddendlty the covid-19 started, i knew those were going to be my best days. At the least i felt less alone. I felt normal for once in my life.
It's been 5 years i wake up everyday always thinking about suicide. In here Italy the best way is by jumping under a train but I would like to avoid the splatter.
Been thinking at it many times, my body will be in pieces and animals will eat them before the ambulance will come.
Just tell me the site, i need to look for something effective and less like that, it's not a goodbye but i need to get ready.
Do not say any sorry or whatever, the truth is I never had any friend in my life and I have no idea what a bye or an hello means at all.
Take care autistic people.
I'm incel, too late for family, now jobless, almost moneyless, i don't want to end up a begger i prefer to die and i have nobody.
I knew last year i wasn't going to make it to the end of this year, I was told to go to a psych but suddendlty the covid-19 started, i knew those were going to be my best days. At the least i felt less alone. I felt normal for once in my life.
It's been 5 years i wake up everyday always thinking about suicide. In here Italy the best way is by jumping under a train but I would like to avoid the splatter.
Been thinking at it many times, my body will be in pieces and animals will eat them before the ambulance will come.
Just tell me the site, i need to look for something effective and less like that, it's not a goodbye but i need to get ready.
Do not say any sorry or whatever, the truth is I never had any friend in my life and I have no idea what a bye or an hello means at all.
Take care autistic people.