Venting I Miss Having Friends

[eatdinner]

I might’ve unironically peaked in middle school, that was the last time I had friends. I was always the outgoing class clown type of kid but in high school I had a hard time making friends.

It’s not easy making friends as an adult. Most people have already formed friend groups or moved on to marriage or have had kids, and as I age I’m only becoming more and more detached from normie life; I never went to college, still KHHV at 26.

Talking about something like this as a “grown man” is considered odd, cringe, or childish but I just had to get it out. This site is the only place I feel comfortable talking like this.

 

[Pancakecel]

I didn't even have friends in school, I spent all day alone, thinking about video games to play when the day ends.

 

[Animecel2D]

Brutal, puberty changes everything. No coincidence your trouble in making friends began at highschool

 

[Suigin Trismegistus]

My empty apartment is my friend. When I cry, it embraces me in its walls.

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

I might’ve unironically peaked in middle school, that was the last time I had friends. I was always the outgoing class clown type of kid but in high school I had a hard time making friends.

It’s not easy making friends as an adult. Most people have already formed friend groups or moved on to marriage or have had kids, and as I age I’m only becoming more and more detached from normie life; I never went to college, still KHHV at 26.

Talking about something like this as a “grown man” is considered odd, cringe, or childish but I just had to get it out. This site is the only place I feel comfortable talking like this.

I am even more detached from normie life.

 

[Juice]

I peaked in primary/elementary

 

[nevergetsanybetter]

i think i peaked around 16 and then i endured a life of hell

 

[Clould92]

Dude I have the worst trauma with friends. At 15 my long time group of childhood friends literally called me on a friday before a football game and said “we dont wanna hang out with you anymore” i was so angry and confused. I didnt know what I did to them. They said it was because i was using and selling weed but there were other people in that friend group who were doing the same thing. To this day I havent gotten an answer or have them even acknowledge it.

Then it happened again with another friend group i made in 11th grade in a different school. I would always get fucked with because of my looks/height and put down in front of girls when they came over. Even going as far as fucking them in the same room as me but i wouldnt watch on some cuck shit it was just fucked up. Then they tried to set me up for a robbery when i was selling weed using a different friend some big muslim asshole but they didnt get anything, they saw me out one day a few weeks later and beat my ass for calling him a sandnigger jihad when he tried to rob me. This was over 10 years ago but it still fucks with me.

Then i joined the military and straight up had one roomate he didnt want to be friends with me after going out one night ane having a good time out at the bars. Literally i’ve never cockblocked someone, fucked their GF, spread rumors, stole money??? I’ve just given up on friends i fucking hate people, they only like you if you have something to offer. I’m 27 now and have a few buddies from the military i stay in touch with and a couple work buddies who come into town every once in a while and we chill. But other than that i’m a fucking loner.

Sorry felt like venting.