Venting I miss being 15 so much

[Limitcel]

Just playing League of Legends all day
Having hope in myself, thinking that one day I could achieve my dreams, not knowing how determined things really are
Not knowing how bad things really are
After 15 I never felt pleasure in playing games or watching anime again.
Before starting to take antidepressants
At 15 I still thought that some girl might be interested in me
I never imagined the world could be so malicious.

I lost my soul

 

[VideoGameCoper]

15 was shit. I miss age 5-11 a lot and then even age 12-14 some

 

[nowiff]

Just playing League of Legends all day
Having hope in myself, thinking that one day I could achieve my dreams, not knowing how determined things really are
Not knowing how bad things really are
After 15 I never felt pleasure in playing games or watching anime again.
Before starting to take antidepressants
At 15 I still thought that some girl might be interested in me
I never imagined the world could be so malicious.

I lost my soul

Same but replace League with Minecraft and CS

 

[PunishedNEETcel]

That was about the time my life began going to shit too. The peak years of my life were 2003 to 2010

 

[DioptricAtol]

I'm surprised I lasted until 25

 

[TheCatMan]

15 was shit. I miss age 5-11 a lot and then even age 12-14 some

15 was good for me but last of the good year

 

[Limitcel]

15 was shit. I miss age 5-11 a lot and then even age 12-14 some

15 was the last year of my life after that I entered the domain of struggle
From the ages of 8 to 14 were the best, I never had so much pleasure in living life again

 

[VideoGameCoper]

15 was good for me but last of the good year

Brutal. 14 was the last optimistic year for me

 

[VideoGameCoper]

15 was the last year of my life after that I entered the domain of struggle
From the ages of 8 to 14 were the best, I never had so much pleasure in living life again

Same pretty much, except 14 was the last decent year for me

 

[Sloth.Belgrade]

15 was good for me too
I mainly just played on my Xbox One at that age

 

[incredible]

same... i am on record saying that i wish i was 13 again ><

its probably an insane call back
but there is this video from elliot " Balcony Vlog, reminiscing about childhood" and i have probably listened to that one a dozen times. probably the most relatable clip of him

quoting elliot..
*when you are a kid you dont have a worry about things like being attractive , or if girls like you and then when you hit puberty , your life either becomes heaven on earth or a living hell , it all depends on how many girls like your or if you girls like you AT ALL..
my life turned into a living hell , NO girls liked me and I HATE them all for it..*

 

[incalculable]

Just playing League of Legends all day

 

[NiggerSlayer]

My life at 15 was trash but it was still so much better than it is right now. At 15 i was at my lowest, but in conparison to now at 21, 15 would be a dream to go back to

 

[udeactive]

I miss any year before puberty tbh

 

[HeinzKell]

I miss being a fetus

 

[copemaxx9002]

I miss being a fetus

I miss hovering in the astral plane pre conception

 

[HeinzKell]

I miss hovering in the astral plane pre conception

 

[Lonelyus]

15 was shit. I miss age 5-11 a lot and then even age 12-14 some

I miss never being born

 

[Autistic Uggo]

I miss any year before puberty tbh

 

[ohlev]

I miss any year before puberty tbh

 

[Immolator]

I don’t, for me it was the first time I started having suicidal thoughts.

 

[Genetically Doomed]

Life before 15 was awesome. 15-18 was so so but after that sucked.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I miss never being born

Brutal

 

[earming]

every year of my life has been miserable but i am still nostalgic for my childhood, even though it was awful

 

[Den66kj]

All my life was miserable. The only day that I will be happy is my last one.

 

[Castaway]

Really? Barely remember anything from when I was 15 besides playing video games, posting on discord, and sitting at school. I didn’t have any friends or go out

 

[Grey Man]

15 would be a dream to go back to

Interesting, I don't remember much from when I was 15, but I would give anything for it to be late 2021 again, I was 16, and I remember being actually enjoying life at that time. How old are you now?

 

[Skoga]

Just playing League of Legends all day
Having hope in myself, thinking that one day I could achieve my dreams, not knowing how determined things really are
Not knowing how bad things really are
After 15 I never felt pleasure in playing games or watching anime again.
Before starting to take antidepressants
At 15 I still thought that some girl might be interested in me
I never imagined the world could be so malicious.

I lost my soul

I'm 25 and I still enjoy LoL and Anime. Maybe it's my autism, maybe I'm easy to entertain. It still works for me.

 

[TheTroonAnnihilator]

id rather be like 11 that was the best time of my life

 

[NiggerSlayer]

Interesting, I don't remember much from when I was 15, but I would give anything for it to be late 2021 again, I was 16, and I remember being actually enjoying life at that time. How old are you now?

21. I said that in the comment you're replying to lol

 

[Grey Man]

21. I said that in the comment you're replying

Fuck. Over for ADHDcels

 

[BlueCore]

15 was shit. I miss age 5-11 a lot and then even age 12-14 some

literally me

 

[VideoGameCoper]

literally me

Relatable af

 

[Da_Yunez]

Just playing League of Legends all day
Having hope in myself, thinking that one day I could achieve my dreams, not knowing how determined things really are
Not knowing how bad things really are
After 15 I never felt pleasure in playing games or watching anime again.
Before starting to take antidepressants
At 15 I still thought that some girl might be interested in me
I never imagined the world could be so malicious.

I lost my soul

Same man, rotting on discord, playing Fallout 4 and Warzone in my PS4, It wasnt by no means ideal, but it was a better time.

 

[suicidecase]

That was a horrible age for me. I miss pre-puberty (0-11), joyous times. And 17-19, because I had freedom and hope.

 

[Ci Jey]

Just playing League of Legends all day
Having hope in myself, thinking that one day I could achieve my dreams, not knowing how determined things really are
Not knowing how bad things really are
After 15 I never felt pleasure in playing games or watching anime again.
Before starting to take antidepressants
At 15 I still thought that some girl might be interested in me
I never imagined the world could be so malicious.

I lost my soul

Same
I just dont have the willpower and energy of my early teens anymore

It's over

 

[psyop]

The first lockdown for me. PS4 till 8am with my friends. Good times