
curryboy420
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I don't see the point of trying to improve anymore because I am gonna be 30 in the blink of an eye and I have done nothing in my life and there is no way I can suddenly become a new person and start again now. Also the normies have shitty life's nowadays as well so I don't even think managing to make it to normies level would be good anymore. And everyone knows there is no way to become rich if you are born into the working class besides some extreme luck and I have real shit luck.
I can't write everything that makes me feel this way but I think this year I give up on this shit of having a girlfriend and having friends and good job and money and businesses and a car and house. It's a pipe dream. Now I'm not sure what to aim for in my life but there is no point aiming at a target I can't hit anyway.
I might start taking the meds the doctor gives to become a zombie then I wouldn't even feel bad hopefully I would be happy just staying at a constant shit life and I would be good.
I can't write everything that makes me feel this way but I think this year I give up on this shit of having a girlfriend and having friends and good job and money and businesses and a car and house. It's a pipe dream. Now I'm not sure what to aim for in my life but there is no point aiming at a target I can't hit anyway.
I might start taking the meds the doctor gives to become a zombie then I wouldn't even feel bad hopefully I would be happy just staying at a constant shit life and I would be good.