I dont think a blackpill is even brutal for a 16 year old. Ill explain why - its like, your brain cannot truly understand the blackpill, you can read about it and be shocked by it, but at age 16 you're not able to actually truly come to grips with what it means. Being an angst teen thats dropped out of school doesn't make you blackpilled, there are plenty of failed normies who do that, but still go on to live a failed normie life, which for you to be "bored" of neetdom, already, after only a few months, proves to me that you're a failed normie, and not a trucel. A truecel would not be "bored" of neetdom, a truecel is blackpilled and accepted that neetdom is the only life you will ever know, there is no bordem, there is no "uhh i dont want to do this anymore" there is only existing in this mode, or being dead, there is no "teehee ima just go back to be a failed normie again actually lol" - a truecel does not have this opportunity. A blackpilled truecel has no choice in the matter.
If you told me about Blackpill at 16 years old Id probably be sad, but then Id probably forget about it and move onto the next thing. You honestly cannot be blackpilled and accept the black pill unless your brain has finished developing (so like age 25+) Chances are at 16 years old, by the time you're 25, you'll have probably forgotten about incels, blackpills, and this will just be some meme shit you did in your teen years that you look back and cringe on.
Youre too young for your brain to even truly comprehend what is going on here with the rest of us whose brains have fully developed. The thing is, you're still in the stage where you will drastically change from year to year, your brain isn't locked in yet, your brain is still developing. Basically I dont even know what people under a certain age can even post here. Im not saying OP will become a Chad, or even a normie, but he'll probably just end up at least (like most people) a failed normie, who will be posting on reddit, and accept his 2/10 girlfriend hambeast, etc. But only a miniority of us will truly ever be blackpilled as adults with brains that have finished developing, because most people here aren't true-cels, and most of them will end up happily as a low tier failed normie status.
This isn't me trying to get you to not be NEET, 99% of NEETs like you who claim blackpilled/incel end up going back into normie life, and accepting their status as lower status failed normies, they would rather have this failed normie status and be somewhat part of society, instead of being legitimately trucel and blackpilled shut out of society, and thats just normal. Being 32 year old HS drop out NEET, Ive seen dozens of people like OP come and go, they enter the NEET life for 6 months, 1 year, maybe 5 years even, but eventually they reenter society and accept the failed normie role.