Serious I might be fired at the end of the month, i had to say the truth.

[kay']

So today, we had a meeting with my manager and the HR manager, they went over how im slow and im arriving abit late to my shift.

i couldn't lie anymore and i had to say the truth, i told them im dependant on lyrica and i have neck and back pain and im trying to get better with a new dr i am seeing but i need time. (i lied in my resume and i payed a dr to make a report that i am healthy)

i was a unemloyed for 1 year and money is low and my parents can't keep up anymore with my mental and physical health needs, so i had to work even with me being ill. ( we dont have insurance, and even if we did there is no surgery for my case nor relief just pain meds to take off the edge).

but this is my second warning and third one means im fired for sure, so i bit the bullet and told them (i kinda regret it). Now i dont know what happens but i feel like they will fire me soon because also nobody likes me at work anyways and i can't really change that now nor do i have the energy to. In reality HR always work against you they dont give a fuck about any employee.

Ive been living solo since i was 15 go to work then go to school in the afternoon and same thing in university go 9 hours to work then 6 hours to uni then take my meds and sleep 4 hours to do it all over again with a broken spine, now its the same but with work instead of uni, this is nothing new to me, if a day passes without suffering i feel lost.

Anyways, whatever happens happens i can't fight this life anymore. I wish i could overdose on lyrica but i think an overdose wont kill me.

 

[Govid_Dorious]

 

[nice_try]

A girlfriend would be the best pain relief.
The world owes you a gf.

 

[GrodanBoll]

Good luck man, i hope they're understanding of your situation. but if they're not, fuck them. you deserve to work in a space where you can feel safe with telling them about your health issues and they should be understanding and respectful. it's not your fault that you need pain meds to function, that's sadly just the way your body is and that shouldn't get you fired. I hope you find a better job with better people some day man

 

[Nemesis]

My greatest condolences man

 

[kay']

A girlfriend would be the best pain relief.
The world owes you a gf.

i can't satisfy her even if i was to have one, not really a solution to anything but thx.

 

[kay']

Good luck man, i hope they're understanding of your situation. but if they're not, fuck them. you deserve to work in a space where you can feel safe with telling them about your health issues and they should be understanding and respectful. it's not your fault that you need pain meds to function, that's sadly just the way your body is and that shouldn't get you fired. I hope you find a better job with better people some day man

doesnt matter man im probably gona rope in a few years there is no disability benefits in my country and at some point i wont be able to work anymore so i have to rope

 

[Spongebozz]

Good luck man, i hope they're understanding of your situation. but if they're not, fuck them. you deserve to work in a space where you can feel safe with telling them about your health issues and they should be understanding and respectful. it's not your fault that you need pain meds to function, that's sadly just the way your body is and that shouldn't get you fired. I hope you find a better job with better people some day man

Healthy normies will never understand our suffering

 

[GrodanBoll]

doesnt matter man im probably gona rope in a few years there is no disability benefits in my country and at some point i wont be able to work anymore so i have to rope

neetmaxx if that's the case then or save up money these last few months and move to a country where you can get disability. you shouldn't suffer the way you are right now, it's not right and you don't deserve it

 

[Fallenleaves]

My greatest condolences man

 

[GrodanBoll]

Healthy normies will never understand our suffering

agreed, I'm also chronically I'll and can't work. and all I hear from doctors and other people is "you're not sick enough to be a neet like you are right now" (they don't use the word neet but I can't think of the English word they used) and they don't see how my illness affects my body or my life because they're not the one who's living in this vessel

I just wanna be happy and healthy enough to work and live my life

 

[kay']

agreed, I'm also chronically I'll and can't work. and all I hear from doctors and other people is "you're not sick enough to be a neet like you are right now" (they don't use the word neet but I can't think of the English word they used) and they don't see how my illness affects my body or my life because they're not the one who's living in this vessel

I just wanna be happy and healthy enough to work and live my life

dude i have a broken spine and nobody cares because im young, no matter what you have nobody will care even real disabled people who can't move at all have to fight twice and thrice for disability benefits..

if your illness is not too severe i suggest u keep looking for a dr that feels like working and pay him good money to get results, other than that nobody will care about you not even your parents trust me.

 

[GrodanBoll]

dude i have a broken spine and nobody cares because im young, no matter what you have nobody will care even real disabled people who can't move at all have to fight twice and thrice for disability benefits..

if your illness is not too severe i suggest u keep looking for a dr that feels like working and pay him good money to get results, other than that nobody will care about you not even your parents trust me.

im sorry to hear about your back injury and the asshole doctors man, my dad also suffered from a back/neck injury from when he was 17 so i've seen how much it affects someone and its very hard to deal with. are your injuries permanent or do they think you can pull through eventually?

I've been trying to get help actively for 5 months now, inactivly for probably almost 2 years now and it wasn't until now they actually sent a referral to another hospital across country. they "forgot" to send it twice, and they once said that they couldn't send it at all.. it's affecting my heart a lot, so whenever I'm doing the dishes or cooking food my heart races up to 145bpm and i almost pass out multiple times. I've just met a doctor however who actually listens to me and gave me beta blockers so that I can function when I need to cook or clean, but I can't take them when going to sleep even if my heart is racing since my heartbeat when I'm asleep and is around 48bpm, so the beta blockers are just a temporary fix for a much larger issue..

 

[IronsideCel]

A girlfriend would be the best pain relief.
The world owes you a gf.

it's so over

 

[Transcended Trucel]

My greatest condolences man

agreed. nothing else can be said. fucking brutal

 

[kay']

im sorry to hear about your back injury and the asshole doctors man, my dad also suffered from a back/neck injury from when he was 17 so i've seen how much it affects someone and its very hard to deal with. are your injuries permanent or do they think you can pull through eventually?

I've been trying to get help actively for 5 months now, inactivly for probably almost 2 years now and it wasn't until now they actually sent a referral to another hospital across country. they "forgot" to send it twice, and they once said that they couldn't send it at all.. it's affecting my heart a lot, so whenever I'm doing the dishes or cooking food my heart races up to 145bpm and i almost pass out multiple times. I've just met a doctor however who actually listens to me and gave me beta blockers so that I can function when I need to cook or clean, but I can't take them when going to sleep even if my heart is racing since my heartbeat when I'm asleep and is around 48bpm, so the beta blockers are just a temporary fix for a much larger issue..

after seeing many drs and getting major depression, this last dr as soon as he saw me he looked like a ghost, but he told me u are young and your nerves can help you need EMS.

im paying all my salary to this treatment it is working but its slow and painful as hell and lyrica makes me lose my appetite, i eat half a meal all day so i look like a zombie 24/7, if i get fired idk how i will continue my dad has to steal money or like lend from someone we know.

i know nothing about your condition but what i know is u need to find out what it is and dont sleep on it, even if you feel better on some days go seek good drs and get a diagnosis and a proper treatment, if you feel good now in 5 years you will say i wish i took care of it earlier dont make my mistake.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

Over for wagies. They don’t give a single shit about you and only what you can produce

 

[nazianime]

They have gig jobs for that, many uber, lyft, door dash drivers are disabled people.

 

[kay']

They have gig jobs for that, many uber, lyft, door dash drivers are disabled people.

the thing is i dont wana be disabled im already disabled enough with my height, i prefer to die pablo escobar style than live in agony.

 

[InMemoriam]

 

[Rotter]

My greatest condolences man

 

[Gutless]

Lyrica? Sounds like something fags take to become straight

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Fuck this shit man, your life seems utterly brutal