modus_coperandi
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Today I saw a guy who looked pretty much exactly like me, all my flaws and imperfections mirrored in his face. It was an eye-opening almost cathartic experience.
Usually when I look in the mirror I may see my face and basically notice what's wrong with it but I got used to it my whole life and can't really reach some completely objective meta-position, because it's still me and I'm attached to it. But to see this total stranger who looked like me was something completely different. I just wanted to go to him and beat the shit out of him with a sledgehammer. For the first time in my life I could see through the eyes of every female I ever met who averted her eyes in disgust.
Every mirror, video or picture of you is cope, just look out for your doppelganger. It's the most honest view you can possibly get to REALLY comprehend your own subhumanity.
Usually when I look in the mirror I may see my face and basically notice what's wrong with it but I got used to it my whole life and can't really reach some completely objective meta-position, because it's still me and I'm attached to it. But to see this total stranger who looked like me was something completely different. I just wanted to go to him and beat the shit out of him with a sledgehammer. For the first time in my life I could see through the eyes of every female I ever met who averted her eyes in disgust.
Every mirror, video or picture of you is cope, just look out for your doppelganger. It's the most honest view you can possibly get to REALLY comprehend your own subhumanity.