A couple of months and my 30th birthday is coming. I have been kissless hugless and virgin entire my life. Let me tell you something, it gets worse. My depression skyrocket when I became 28. Every fucking day I think about my inceldom. Some nights I couldn't sleep. my productivity declined. I started to lose interest in anything I was passionate about ( typical depression thing). I feel that I'm a failure and not any achievement can change that but get laid, not even noble prize (dead serious). On my birthday I don't want to hear anyone says "Happy birthday" there is nothing happy in my life. I want everyone to ask "wow how did you make it" and I will say " don't be so hurry".
