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Im stuck between a rock and a hard place. I´m from a broken family (who isnt here), with IVF etc (very much etc), and found out very late, at 25, that i was jewish. I went all my 25 first years not knowing wtf was wrong, why i didnt fit in in sweden, like a cat trying to hang out with tigers, just not possible. Then i found out that they have a free trip to israel for 18-26 young adults (some years ago before covid they were even including up to 28 or something), but the general idea is that it is a trip for young adults, and as ive said here before, you stop being young ~age 26, so the 18-26 rule is no coincidence. I wouldnt wanna be around some grumpy 29 year olds as a 21 year old on the trip.
I was in a bad spot back in early 2020 ish when i was 26 and i found out about this trip while i was browsing around the internet. I had too much shit going on (since forever) then especially. Exiting from a depression, dad nagging me to improve my grades (then later university, he has the leverage bc of the inheritance), + a general hopelessness from having had shit parents (dont worry he doesnt even have a computer, the boomer). I´m talking arthur fleck mother and not evil, but moron non bio dad with maybe 80 IQ. Then covid hit and then i got too old, both chronologically and in the "soul". Im just, done..
This wasnt my fault at all, life just happened.. negatively. I hate it that i missed out on this. Its like, imagine you grew up in some generic hillbilly town in USA, the only japanese guy, among only generic white americans, and then found out that theres a FREE trip to .. japan, your ancestral homeland, and you miss it because of dozens of dumb reasons out of your control. I havnt even come to the biggest reason as to why im so down because of this..
Its basically a matchmaking trip. If you are single on the trip, ive read its 100% chance you wont be at the end of it. The organizers, ORGANIZE matchups.
Ive seen some more kikecels here, and idk what the fuck me and you guys ever did to deserve this (inceldom in general). Its the fault of parents who didnt tell you about yourself and never helped and even hurt you, no traditions or goals etc. True for all in that aspect, not just us jews. Dont believe the lies that jews are almost white, we´re treated like the blackest of blacks among europeans. The looks, the bullying, is insane.
Just moving there later on, knowing i missed this, would make the trip, and life in general miserable, knowing i missed out on it, like missing out on teen love.
I was in a bad spot back in early 2020 ish when i was 26 and i found out about this trip while i was browsing around the internet. I had too much shit going on (since forever) then especially. Exiting from a depression, dad nagging me to improve my grades (then later university, he has the leverage bc of the inheritance), + a general hopelessness from having had shit parents (dont worry he doesnt even have a computer, the boomer). I´m talking arthur fleck mother and not evil, but moron non bio dad with maybe 80 IQ. Then covid hit and then i got too old, both chronologically and in the "soul". Im just, done..
This wasnt my fault at all, life just happened.. negatively. I hate it that i missed out on this. Its like, imagine you grew up in some generic hillbilly town in USA, the only japanese guy, among only generic white americans, and then found out that theres a FREE trip to .. japan, your ancestral homeland, and you miss it because of dozens of dumb reasons out of your control. I havnt even come to the biggest reason as to why im so down because of this..
Its basically a matchmaking trip. If you are single on the trip, ive read its 100% chance you wont be at the end of it. The organizers, ORGANIZE matchups.
Ive seen some more kikecels here, and idk what the fuck me and you guys ever did to deserve this (inceldom in general). Its the fault of parents who didnt tell you about yourself and never helped and even hurt you, no traditions or goals etc. True for all in that aspect, not just us jews. Dont believe the lies that jews are almost white, we´re treated like the blackest of blacks among europeans. The looks, the bullying, is insane.
Just moving there later on, knowing i missed this, would make the trip, and life in general miserable, knowing i missed out on it, like missing out on teen love.
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