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While watching this video, I forget that all women are unfaithful, disgusting beings. I don't even think about sex while watching it. I just want to hug her. She makes me feel like truly loved and valued. Usually I put on my headphones and close my eyes and listen to sounds she making instead of watching. I still know that these are not real and it makes me severely depressed again but I still loving it if I deceive myself enough.
