JFL I looked into the mirror today...

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

And I didn't feel like committing suicide. Am I becoming chad?

 

[Animecel2D]

no, you are just getting used to things

 

[user]

I think you've just accepted your fate

 

[Juiceldom]

Whitepill

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

no, you are just getting used to things

After 22 years of existant?

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

I think you've just accepted your fate

I've looked in the mirror most of my life and I've always wanted to rope. I even removed the mirror in my room, today I went to the toilet and I didn't have a sudden urge to rope and I accepted my fate a long time ago. I wonder what might have changed.

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

Whitepill

Fucking based, I may have ascended the blackpill and gained insight to a whole other realm

 

[coping_manlet]

Homeostasis. The body balances itself to try and find a way to survive. Suicidal and crazed with anger just feels like base line now

 

[umsure]

I've looked in the mirror most of my life and I've always wanted to rope. I even removed the mirror in my room, today I went to the toilet and I didn't have a sudden urge to rope and I accepted my fate a long time ago. I wonder what might have changed.

Your body uses acceptance as a way to cope

I’ve realized you can’t care that much forever

 

[sm006]

Occasionally I look into the mirror and feel okay, but most days I still want to vomit. Idk why, just happens once in a while.

 

[Allah (Real)]

when i look in the mirror it just pisses me off, no disgust, it just makes me feel anger towards my parents (which is irrational because it's not like they could've done anything to make me born a chad)

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

Your body uses acceptance as a way to cope

I’ve realized you can’t care that much forever

You're probably right, I wonder why today of all days though. Why couldn't it happen in high school or something

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

Homeostasis. The body balances itself to try and find a way to survive. Suicidal and crazed with anger just feels like base line now

I didn't even know that existed, time to do some research, it looks particularly interesting

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

Occasionally I look into the mirror and feel okay, but most days I still want to vomit. Idk why, just happens once in a while.

@coping_manlet suggested that it's homeostasis. Ohh it's better than trying to vomit everyday. I see it as a win

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

when i look in the mirror it just pisses me off, no disgust, it just makes me feel anger towards my parents (which is irrational because it's not like they could've done anything to make me born a chad)

Ahh I see