I hate myself so much, I'd like to punch my fist straight into the mirror. I imagine someone shooting me in the face and destroying my damn face. I hate it so much. no beard, no jawline, hair that looks like curly straw, nothing masculine. God is a dirty whore why did he create me. I can't stand myself and I have to drink alcohol again and endure my miserable life.
With my glasses I look like these men who you don't even know what gender they are, who have some gender rubbish written on their t-shirt, these damn losers. I imagine someone finally shooting me in my stupid face and ending my shitty life. How can I be so damn ugly. I hate myself. God, you whore, couldn't you decide whether I should be a man or a woman? why don't I have male characteristics? God, I curse you, you dirty freak, if you exist!
I saw my face again while brushing my teeth and my depression kicked in again.
than I have this man tits...hate every atom of me, just a waste of human...fuck you
With my glasses I look like these men who you don't even know what gender they are, who have some gender rubbish written on their t-shirt, these damn losers. I imagine someone finally shooting me in my stupid face and ending my shitty life. How can I be so damn ugly. I hate myself. God, you whore, couldn't you decide whether I should be a man or a woman? why don't I have male characteristics? God, I curse you, you dirty freak, if you exist!
I saw my face again while brushing my teeth and my depression kicked in again.
than I have this man tits...hate every atom of me, just a waste of human...fuck you
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