I look up things that trigger me

[SOMCEL]

It’s like I like to inflict pain on myself. I constantly search up things that will trigger me. On twitter, I search “ugly guys” “somali guys” “small dick” and other blackpill terms and every tweet I read is like being stabbed in the stomach. It actually physically hurts. I also scroll through r/relationships and sometimes r/sex. I can’t help it.... how do I stop doing this?

 

[Deleted member 818]

There’s this one guy I despise on Twitter. I haven’t visited his account in a month yet I can’t stop thinking about him for a single day.

 

[VST]

Same, I always make sure to check public snapchats around Saturday/sunday time to see normies having fun.
I don't even have any contacts on snapchat.

 

[Jockcel]

I am the exact opposite. I avoid sui and rage fuel as much as possible.

 

[Incel_Dikshit]

You van faggot if you search small dick. You a somali so you have small dick anyway. Just put youre pants down and you will see one.

 

[DestroyedLife]

Masochism. I ask myself everytime questions that can´t be answered to 100%. Which leads to more reasearch about them, which leads to an even more fucked up brain. I want basically answers for questions, noone can answer, but still trying to figure out. Feelsbadman Idk there is this inner pressure and i want to know if it´s really 100% right or it´s jsut false , even when just 99%.

 

[SOMCEL]

Same, I always make sure to check public snapchats around Saturday/sunday time to see normies having fun.
I don't even have any contacts on snapchat.

Fuck, I do this too. Snapchat is the biggest suifuel yet I can’t stay off it.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Dan Bilzerian Generates a lot of suicide fuel for me.

 

[Deleted member 1269]

Searched somali guys and a somali tyrone showed up

 

[SOMCEL]

Searched somali guys and a somali tyrone showed up

I’ve never seen a Somali that handsome ever in my life.

 

[Weirdcel]

OP, you are like the roasties who browsed specifically to get upset. Enough of them did it that they hot it shut down.

I am the exact opposite. I avoid sui and rage fuel as much as possible.

Same.

 

[Masculinist]

LMAO same. I frequent chad instagrams (francisco, nick, mariano, sean, marcello etc.) very often, I go through their pics' comments, look at all the girls tagging each other, many of them taken with "Bill?" in their bio but they comment "Hey @stacy check out this daddy??"

I die a lil on the inside.

 

[_incelinside]

If I wanna rage I just look at myself in the mirror

 

[Spidey]

Daily reminder Somalis used to be Chads:

 

[Coping BBC]

Daily reminder Somalis used to be Chads:

The modern diet and lifestyle has wrecked Somalis. All the old photos of nomads are very aesthetic! These two guys are ideal.

 

[Deleted member 5861]

Are you a manlet OP?

 

[_incelinside]

If you are a real masochist go to lookism and read the stories from some of the slayers there