SuicideFuel I look at myself in the mirror and sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to be happy because I am ugly

[NeverEvenBegan]

I feel so disconnected from humanity. I've been shunned from it.

I've been denied all the core experiences that define humans like handholding, hugging, kissing, sex, and basic gestures of affection in general.

I look at myself in the mirror and I see a sad, pathetic subhuman. I feel like I shouldn't exist because there is no point for my life. I am a genetic dead end. Millions of years of evolution, struggles from my ancestors, and it's all going to end with me simply because I have an ugly face and body. I am such a disappointing conclusion to my bloodline.

Lately it's more difficult for me to cope with movies and TV series because the actors are such fucking moggers. I look at them and I know that's how you are supposed to be part of humanity.

There is no help for me. I wish I could get some help, but there is no fixing ugly face and ugly skinny fat klinefelter body with manboobs. There is no fixing retarded autistic brain. There is no hope. No escape. This is how it's been and how it will be until I die.

 

[yourbod_ymychoicel]

It's soycieties fault

 

[SubhumanGamer]

I feel so disconnected from humanity. I've been shunned from it.

I've been denied all the core experiences that define humans like handholding, hugging, kissing, sex, and basic gestures of affection in general.

I look at myself in the mirror and I see a sad, pathetic subhuman. I feel like I shouldn't exist because there is no point for my life. I am a genetic dead end. Millions of years of evolution, struggles from my ancestors, and it's all going to end with me simply because I have an ugly face and body. I am such a disappointing conclusion to my bloodline.

Lately it's more difficult for me to cope with movies and TV series because the actors are such fucking moggers. I look at them and I know that's how you are supposed to be part of humanity.

There is no help for me. I wish I could get some help, but there is no fixing ugly face and ugly skinny fat klinefelter body with manboobs. There is no fixing retarded autistic brain. There is no hope. No escape. This is how it's been and how it will be until I die.

brutal as hell brother, sorry you live like that.

I go through something very similar but not that bad.

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

I look at myself in the mirror and I see a sad, pathetic subhuman.

have you looksmaxxed?

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

It's soycieties fault

Feminism ruined society. I want to be part of society, I want to earn my keep. Ugly men like me in the past could still get women through hard work. This is how it's been for THOUSANDS of year. This was the social contract, but feminism turned it upside down.

I don't need Scarlett Johanson to be happy. I just need a chubby, nergy low tier Becky to watch movies and play games with.

Feminists claim they liberated women, but all they actually did is give them the liberty to be pumped, dumped and abused by Chad. That's all they accomplished with their so called freedom. They would be so much happier in a stable, peaceful relationship with an ugly nice guy.

brutal as hell brother, sorry you live like that.

I go through something very similar but not that bad.

Depression waves and suicidal thoughts come and go. Some days are better than others.

All I can do is cope with junk food, beer and cigarettes and try to occupy my mind with movies and video games.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

have you looksmaxxed?

No. There is no point in that for someone like me.

Looksmaxxing is for 5/10 normies.

If you have such an ugly face like mine that causes people to spit on the ground and physically utter ''ughh!'' when they look at your face, then you know it'ss already BEYOND over.

I know it's a cliche to claim you're the truest truecel, but I really am. There are only a handful of users here with similar experiences like mine.

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

No. There is no point in that for someone like me.

I understand. I'm not telling you to do it other people but maybe if you manage to go up by half a point you would hate yourself a tiny bit less when looking in the mirror.

It takes time but maybe worth a try.

 

[Stupid Clown]

 

[Stupid Clown]

I agree completely. Especially to the part about actors. I can't engage in media with men more attractive than me. It's too painful.

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

I can't engage in media with men more attractive than me. It's too painful.

Over at that point. You can only really enjoy stuff without humans then

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

This is very real i deal with it everyday, u can't larp about this i unite in greif with u brocel

I look at myself in the mirror and I see a sad, pathetic subhuman.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

This is very real i deal with it everyday, u can't larp about this i unite in greif with u brocel

Thank you, brocel

It's just unfortunate that our lives are this...

 

[slapthatsillywilly]

I'm sorry. I feel the deep pain too of being shunned by society. It does suck that gone are the days where being a hard worker willing to take care of his family meant something. As you say it's all superficial now and about sex with chad. You aren't asking for too much at all. We don't deserve this torture.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I'm sorry. I feel the deep pain too of being shunned by society. It does suck that gone are the days where being a hard worker willing to take care of his family meant something. As you say it's all superficial now and about sex with chad. You aren't asking for too much at all. We don't deserve this torture.

I just want to be a normie

 

[LUCK]

Society has nothing left for us besides a life of slavery and amusement for other people. It's a truly terrible realization.

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

The normalfags have successfully gaslit you, It's over.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

It's over.

 

[PrototypeCel]

I feel so disconnected from humanity. I've been shunned from it.

I've been denied all the core experiences that define humans like handholding, hugging, kissing, sex, and basic gestures of affection in general.

I look at myself in the mirror and I see a sad, pathetic subhuman. I feel like I shouldn't exist because there is no point for my life. I am a genetic dead end. Millions of years of evolution, struggles from my ancestors, and it's all going to end with me simply because I have an ugly face and body. I am such a disappointing conclusion to my bloodline.

Lately it's more difficult for me to cope with movies and TV series because the actors are such fucking moggers. I look at them and I know that's how you are supposed to be part of humanity.

There is no help for me. I wish I could get some help, but there is no fixing ugly face and ugly skinny fat klinefelter body with manboobs. There is no fixing retarded autistic brain. There is no hope. No escape. This is how it's been and how it will be until I die.

yep we cant enjoy life to its fullest because of the way we look
doing boring shit like going to a park would be a great experience with a partner but that just aint for us
ive accepted it and its hard to cope

 

[Darth Aries]

Never blame yourself

 

[ItsovERfucks]

Brutal

 

[CEO of Simps]

Never blame yourself

 

[Abou Baldiaby]

Don't diss yourself like that.

 

[Qizarate]

Our birth is an accident, not a happy one.
Mine falls on the national day of suicide prevention so atleast it's funny.

 

[BSGMANLET]

No. There is no point in that for someone like me.

Looksmaxxing is for 5/10 normies.

If you have such an ugly face like mine that causes people to spit on the ground and physically utter ''ughh!'' when they look at your face, then you know it'ss already BEYOND over.

I know it's a cliche to claim you're the truest truecel, but I really am. There are only a handful of users here with similar experiences like mine.

I also know how that feels brother. Although in terms of experience I'm not on the same level as you. I use to get physically bullied.

We're here for you bro

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

boring shit like going to a park would be a great experience with a partner

I imagine going to the dark on a beautiful sunny day with your girlfriend would be huge lifefuel for normies.

But when I think about going outside to a park, I dread it. I know I would get ugly looks and it would look so out of place to be alone by yourself there. It's been so many years since I've been to a park, but I hate going outside. I get constant looks of pure, genuine disgust and it makes me suicidal.

Don't diss yourself like that.

It's the truth. I am a 30 yo KHHV. Never experienced romantic affection from women of any form. I am a failure with women, I am a failure economically as I still work a no experience required entry level job with 600 USD salary.

It's simply over. I will never have a woman.

Our birth is an accident, not a happy one.

Mine falls on the national day of suicide prevention so atleast it's funny.

I also know how that feels brother. Although in terms of experience I'm not on the same level as you. I use to get physically bullied.

We're here for you bro

 

[PrototypeCel]

I imagine going to the dark on a beautiful sunny day with your girlfriend would be huge lifefuel for normies.

But when I think about going outside to a park, I dread it. I know I would get ugly looks and it would look so out of place to be alone by yourself there. It's been so many years since I've been to a park, but I hate going outside. I get constant looks of pure, genuine disgust and it makes me suicidal.

yeah i went to the park for the first time in two years just to exercise then i just got depressed and walked back home lol
you cant escape the blackpill but its really just best to be inside to avoid possible negative experiences

 

[Lonelyus]

Just realize humans are scummy and that they will die in a violent carcrash someday

 

[DefeatedIncel]

Keep your head up brocel, at least you have us

 

[Abou Baldiaby]

It's the truth. I am a 30 yo KHHV. Never experienced romantic affection from women of any form. I am a failure with women, I am a failure economically as I still work a no experience required entry level job with 600 USD salary.

It's simply over. I will never have a woman.

Not telling you to deny reality or force positivity, at the same token don't wallow in despair either.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Keep your head up brocel, at least you have us

This forum is the only place where others can relate to my experiences

Just realize humans are scummy and that they will die in a violent carcrash someday

Humans have been so needlessly cruel towards me and I haven't done anything to deserve it. I just want to live in peace. My only crime is BEING BORN UGLY. My face is apparently offensive to humans. I get so many dirty looks when I am outside. Humans deserve a violent end. Too bad I won't be there to observe and enjoy it.

 

[La Grande Kanga]

Can relate, though for different reasons. I don't think a single soul has ever truly cared about me prior to when I found this forum and others like it. I'm either someone to laugh at, someone to get things out of, or someone to distance yourself from. People have had no other interactions with me. I mean, this was inevitable. I'm a 5'6 autistic mongrel, thinking that my life will be going any other direction but in the damn toilet is a pipe dream. I have my moments where I look down at my arm and see nothing but brown and I get fucking depressed. The kikes screwed me over from the start by making me the child of a mutt.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I look down at my arm and see nothing but brown and I get fucking depressed

Brutal

hinking that my life will be going any other direction but in the damn toilet is a pipe dream

I don't see myself living past 45. I already have poor health. There is no endgame for me. There is no future, I will never have a wife, never will have children.

I'm a 5'6 autistic mongrel

It's over.