I literally get shivers looking in the mirror

[avsky1]

I don't know if it's a symptom of prolonged exposure to this place, but I felt absolute disgust looking in the mirror. I considered painting a dot on my forehead so as to distract from the ugly. My buzz cut and receding crown probably contributes to my sub humanity as well-- but chad can look good with a monk-cut so that's ultimately not the issue. And just to think I wanted to leave the fucking house to go 50 ft away to the community mailbox. Mental illness is consuming me

 

[Deleted member 60]

ngl, this community has damaged my self-esteem too. I feel uglier everyday. I don't even want to go out in public anymore. Oh well, the truth hurts I guess.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Sometimes I check hoping I might have changed.

 

[/pol/cel]

Lol Im becoming emaciated and Ive developed insomnia after taking the blackpill. Ive pretty much become like Christian Bales character in the machinist.

 

[Deleted member 60]

Lol Im becoming emaciated and Ive developed insomnia after taking the blackpill. Ive pretty much become like Christian Bales character in the machinist.

holy shit, this is how I feel on a daily basis. Good movie btw

 

[avsky1]

Lol Im becoming emaciated and Ive developed insomnia after taking the blackpill. Ive pretty much become like Christian Bales character in the machinist.

That's interesting. I'd assume most would overeat cope.

 

[/pol/cel]

That's interesting. I'd assume most would overeat cope.

Eating is just another fucking cope.

 

[BonePressed]

I have borderline personality disorder.

So sometimes I feel like I'm the most attractive person on the planet, and others times I feel like blowing my brains out because of how ugly I look.