SuicideFuel I literally do nothing

[Cuyen]

I see everyone here coping with video games, anime, etc. And you know what, I do literally nothing during the day. I woke up, eat breakfast and I generally woke up like 11-12pm, barely leave the bed and as I don't have school at the moment I start PC, surf on the internet. I barely postmax anymore, I don't watch things I just look at things on internet and boom I see it's 15:00, almost tonight and I keep listening music, literally laying down and daydreaming all day. Then when it's night I'm with parents they watch tv and I still surf here but barely post, I'm fucking miserable. They go to sleep, I keep surfing on the internet doing nothing and listening to music and when I'm too exhausted like 02:00, 03:00 I go to sleep. and the following day is the same. I'm really fucked up. That's what I did whole year but soon the college will start so it'll change, I hope for good.

Just wanted you to know how miserable my life is.
everyday for me is doing nothing but daydreaming. I'm fucked up and there's no escape

 

[Deleted member 16455]

i get angry at myself for doing nothing productive and wasting time

 

[Damo the incel]

i get angry at myself for doing nothing productive and wasting time

You should become neet

 

[Deleted member 16455]

You should become neet

if only my parents let me

 

[Damo the incel]

if only my parents let me

You Could live with @Weeb25 and watch femdom porn together

 

[Lux]

Times will change, some will do something when the prelude and the arrival of the New Man rise: It is brief, and not brief at the same time; but wallowing in the etiolation? In fact, it only perpetuates the conformed state of things. (Whatever)

 

[needsolution]

postmaxxx bro

 

[Napoleon de Jizzbal]

I fapped rigtht now

 

[Cuyen]

postmaxxx bro

I see no point in it anymore, I'm exhausted

 

[Deleted member 16455]

You Could live with @Weeb25 and watch femdom porn together

i have watched by myself before. watching any kind of porn with someone else is weird ngl

 

[ReallyRice]

Sergeant should add more ranks so you won't become suicidal.

 

[Damo the incel]

i have watched by myself before. watching any kind of porn with someone else is weird ngl

Jfl I never knew that you're a femdomcel

 

[WheelsofConfusion]

Get a guitar man. It’s a fun waste of time

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I see no point in it anymore, I'm exhausted

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[Pinkett Mouse]

OP, bro, you should try to find some cope outdoors. Running, going to the teather, going to some shitty gym where foids don't go. Discipline yourself.

 

[Cuyen]

Get a guitar man. It’s a fun waste of time

I'm so untalented I would never play it correctly

 

[ihaveno1]

Very relateable post man, nothings fun to me, so many days in past i just lay in bed and stare at wall and fantasize about living a happy life if i was more attractive, just browse pointless shit on internet and fap wondering why im not dead

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Jfl I never knew that you're a femdomcel

 

[Cuyen]

OP, bro, you should try to find some cope outdoors. Running, going to the teather, going to some shitty gym where foids don't go. Discipline yourself.

I used to do that, it was just this whole year I LDAR all day.

 

[Deleted member 20659]

Worse feeling ever is being asked "what do you do in your free time", "what is your favourite movie/song/book..", "what are your best memories", "tell something about yourself" etc and having nothing to answer. Constant fear of being "found out" about having no personhood or indentity or accomplishments.

 

[WheelsofConfusion]

I'm so untalented I would never play it correctly

Don’t need talent at all. It’s just a learning process. I suck but I mostly taught myself

 

[Deleted member 17419]

Just lol, what the fuck are you going to do when you are 35+ and time moves at 2x speed. Better start drugmaxxing.

 

[Cuyen]

Very relateable post man, nothings fun to me, so many days in past i just lay in bed and stare at wall and fantasize about living a happy life if i was more attractive, just browse pointless shit on internet and fap wondering why im not dead

I'm not into anime, I don't enjoy anything anymore. As video games, I have shitty PC and no money so can't afford it either. all I do is day dreaming

Just lol, what the fuck are you going to do when you are 35+ and time moves at 2x speed. Better start drugmaxxing.

like I said it'll change soon as I'll start college and move out, and I hope to ascend there

Mogs me

at least you can cope with anime

 

[Modus Coperandi]

it's all in your head bro, enjoy your free time, you have something to look forward to.

 

[Cuyen]

it's all in your head bro, enjoy your free time, you have something to look forward to.

you have someone who cleans for you, cooks for you, does the laundry for you
and you don't have to wageslave
= how do you manage to be depressed?

yeah I'm grateful my parents for that, but being a almost 20yo virgin with no life makes me sad everyday

 

[Deleted member 19858]

I'm so untalented I would never play it correctly

Everyone is untalented when they are new to something, unless you're some kind of prodigy tbh

 

[Cuyen]

Everyone is untalented when they are new to something, unless you're some kind of prodigy tbh

I think I'm total failure when it comes to painting or playing guitar tbh not even worth a try and I'm unmotivated

 

[Over4Mexicels]

How old are you?

 

[Rassimov]

I'm with parents they watch tv and I still surf here but barely post, I'm fucking miserable. They go to sleep, I keep surfing on the internet doing nothing and listening to music and when I'm too exhausted like 02:00, 03:00 I go to sleep. and the following day is the same. I'm really fucked up.

Permissive parenting, not even once.

 

[Cuyen]

How old are you?

19, almost 20

 

[Over4Mexicels]

19, almost 20

You're too young, so it's not over for you

I'd try to normiemaxx & get a GF if I was your age

After 25 then life is just a losing fight

 

[Cuyen]

You're too young, so it's not over for you

I'd try to normiemaxx & get a GF if I was your age

After 25 then life is just a losing fight

thats what I want to try soon when my college start.

I either win or die trying

 

[Deleted member 301]

I see everyone here coping with video games, anime, etc. And you know what, I do literally nothing during the day. I woke up, eat breakfast and I generally woke up like 11-12pm, barely leave the bed and as I don't have school at the moment I start PC, surf on the internet. I barely postmax anymore, I don't watch things I just look at things on internet and boom I see it's 15:00, almost tonight and I keep listening music, literally laying down and daydreaming all day. Then when it's night I'm with parents they watch tv and I still surf here but barely post, I'm fucking miserable. They go to sleep, I keep surfing on the internet doing nothing and listening to music and when I'm too exhausted like 02:00, 03:00 I go to sleep. and the following day is the same. I'm really fucked up. That's what I did whole year but soon the college will start so it'll change, I hope for good.

Just wanted you to know how miserable my life is.
everyday for me is doing nothing but daydreaming. I'm fucked up and there's no escape

I alcoholmaxx, but that's because I'm an alcoholic. It makes the day go quick though.

 

[Deleted member 8206]

ok chaduyen

 

[zangano1]

Same to me a lot of days. Sometimes I just exist and wait for this to end

 

[78980n]

Sounds like a day in my life too bro.

 

[JestER]

Time flies when your LDAR'ing

 

[Dionysus]

i get angry at myself for doing nothing productive and wasting time

same here

 

[Joelossus]

You just described my life for the past 2 months, no motivation to play video games, to watch any shows, or movies, not to read. Hell i even lost the motivation to fap. I literally just wait for the days to be over now.

 

[Vermilioncore]

I'm fucked up and there's no escape

that's deep shit. I feel you