If you're a high anxiety person then alcohol is among the few things that help calm you down. Being buzzed on 3-4 beers is the only time I can kick back and actually relax. The downside is that when you don't drink the anxiety keeps getting worse, and the calming effect alcohol has starts to dimish. This leaves you in a state of your anxiety continuing to get worse over time. Some people can keep increasing their alcohol drink to match. I can't though, my mental state starts to break down and my liver gives up and I start getting sick.
For some of us to even function somewhat NT, we need to slow our brains down and relax the chains we cast on ourselves to look normal enough. Some people like how they feel and such when drunk, that is also a great way to escape from the pain of life itself. That feeling is the addiction, which will run away from you if you pursue it. That is the mistake people make to become alcoholics.
Yeah but in order to take advantage of that you must have a social circle or a social life to begin with. I don't. Who am I going to drink with? Or will I invite myself to random parties? Also I know how drunkmaxxing works I was drunk on weekly bases in my uni days. Never felt the need to make an addiction out of it. If anything, I felt annoyed I had to drink as much as I did and usually only done it because my uni ''''''friends'''''' were inviting me to a bar so much so we would hang out there.
I failed yesterday and drank a whole bottle of vodka jflIf you lasted 4 days, you can go even more.
Keep going
I get it, but maybe you should start a new streak.
I can’t even last 2 days. You’re stronger than me, brocel.
