This happened just the past 30 minutes. Since it was sunny and 75 degrees, I decided I'd walk to this corner store a couple blocks away instead of driving to get a few snacks. There's a school a few blocks nearby, where the kids get out at around 3:30.
So as I'm walking back, I pass two middle-school aged girls, and one of them tells the other, "He looks deformed, he just looks so ill" followed by giggling.
Like, I know I'm ugly, but does it really bother you that much that you have to make a fucking comment about it? And here I am thinking women would just completely ignore me. This is the kind of shit that is suicidefuel for me.
At this point I've become desensitized but if it had happened to me years ago when I wasn't blackpilled and was better looking, I probably would've broken into tears once I got home.
So as I'm walking back, I pass two middle-school aged girls, and one of them tells the other, "He looks deformed, he just looks so ill" followed by giggling.
Like, I know I'm ugly, but does it really bother you that much that you have to make a fucking comment about it? And here I am thinking women would just completely ignore me. This is the kind of shit that is suicidefuel for me.
At this point I've become desensitized but if it had happened to me years ago when I wasn't blackpilled and was better looking, I probably would've broken into tears once I got home.
