Transcended Trucel
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I keep grinding.
Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.
But I never get better by a significant margin. My intellectual capacity is too low. I have hit the limit of my intelligence.
There is not a single thing I can do. Ifeel like am a retard who slams his wall against a steel wall a thousand times yet expects a different result eventually. The wall will never break. The wall will never shatter. Another 1000 hours, another 2000, another 3000, another 4000 hours etc. It's all meaningless. I can't do it.
Yet I refuse to accept this truth and keep grinding at it. I've invested too much both in time and ego to give up. Dumbass shitskin brain
Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.
But I never get better by a significant margin. My intellectual capacity is too low. I have hit the limit of my intelligence.
- No drugs,
- no exercise,
- no book,
- no meditation,
- no dieting,
- no prayer,
- no subliminal,
- no magic charm,
- no tarot,
- no supplement,
- no friend,
- no helper ,
- no AI
There is not a single thing I can do. I
Yet I refuse to accept this truth and keep grinding at it. I've invested too much both in time and ego to give up. Dumbass shitskin brain