This isn't about girls anymore. All I want to achieve is a normal face. When I go out, all I see is normal average people. They all have naturally normal teeth, nose, face and average jaw balance. It's always something. I know what caused this, and I'm now 100% sure. I was a normal kid in childhood. I had a normal compact face like everyone else. But when I finished puberty I realized I wasn't.
If you blend your ugliness with asociality and shyness, it gives you perfect loneliness. People just don't care about you if you're ugly. Even your family. From a social point of view, you're usually a loser. People don't see you, but you observe them more. It is even difficult to start a relationship. You can observe the insincerity that people laugh at you. You also have difficulties in business life. They'll try to crush you. Normies are the other reason why I'm so insecure. As of secondary school, you can see how people approach you. We can even include teachers. Especially if you're not a bum in this life you will not get any attention from people attract attention. Everyone is talking about success. So you're gonna have to be succesful when you're ugly. Why can't we just be good looking like other people? Why do always ugly people have to succeed in life? Why?
I still don't know how to shape my life. I'm still thinking about going college and doing a good degree, but I'm not sure. I can work with minimum wage job and minimize my current problems in 2 years with surgery. I don't want to be uber good looking. Just get the flaws. I don't know. I wish life would allow me to be a normal person like everyone else. But It didn't happen. I'm weak, deformed and ugly.
If you blend your ugliness with asociality and shyness, it gives you perfect loneliness. People just don't care about you if you're ugly. Even your family. From a social point of view, you're usually a loser. People don't see you, but you observe them more. It is even difficult to start a relationship. You can observe the insincerity that people laugh at you. You also have difficulties in business life. They'll try to crush you. Normies are the other reason why I'm so insecure. As of secondary school, you can see how people approach you. We can even include teachers. Especially if you're not a bum in this life you will not get any attention from people attract attention. Everyone is talking about success. So you're gonna have to be succesful when you're ugly. Why can't we just be good looking like other people? Why do always ugly people have to succeed in life? Why?
I still don't know how to shape my life. I'm still thinking about going college and doing a good degree, but I'm not sure. I can work with minimum wage job and minimize my current problems in 2 years with surgery. I don't want to be uber good looking. Just get the flaws. I don't know. I wish life would allow me to be a normal person like everyone else. But It didn't happen. I'm weak, deformed and ugly.
