SuicideFuel I Just Want It All Over

[DarkStar]

I just wish I could either ascend, or for things to just end.

I'm sick of this constant mental war I have with myself- I cling to hope, but each growing day things seem much more dire.

And ofc as always, I'm not just speaking about my circumstances as an Incel: It's also to do with the current state of this world as a whole, I have one-hundred issues & Inceldom is just one(yet a very big one) of all of them. As I said in another thread of mine, I'd probably have a lot more of a drive & will to attack the issues I face personally.

Currently, I'm motivated to give myself another push of sorts: I just know that I will hate myself even more if I didn't throw everything I possibly can into some kind of final ascension attempt, I have nothing to lose at this point & I'm fucking desperate in order to just experience sex(unpaid) with just any non-land whale foid.

While I have this drive within me, I also have this feeling of just wanting everything to end. Doesn't have to be the world burning, could just be everything going blank & everyones consciousness, souls, and the fabric of reality just transcends into the nothingness from which it sprang out of.

My existence just feels as if it's some kind of constant cycle, of never ending mental torment.

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Idegaf about inceldom at this point

I just wanna cure my autism

and save up some money or at least have a steady income

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

No point of trying life's just a cycle of mental torture the modern world is just there to pass time and cope until your body gives out and expires not much of a reason to even be alive the world was made to be a hellhole society accomplished that goal in doing so.

 

[kay']

I wish i could start over thats all.

This time i know how the game is

 

[DarkStar]

I wish i could start over thats all.

This time i know how the game is

This also

 

[Kina Hikikomori]

I just wish I could either ascend, or for things to just end.

Escorts, that's 100% right, no matter how ugly you are in this scenario, they work like bitches, and they work for the money, not for you. So rejecting you is stupid even for these mentally ill people called foid.

"Ah, but sex with an escort isn't really love"

Sex itself is mechanical, it won't make any difference whether it's with a partner or not. It's biological, it's mechanical.

"but I also want affection"

Pay extra and she will give you this ‘affection’.

Most people are on this forum because they want to, they can all act like extremists and make their memes, or say how "mentally superior" they are to others, but at the end of the day they are all hypocrites rotting in their bedrooms, or in their daily lives , simply that.

 

[BBC.BELGRADE]

Brutal thread.

What steps are you taking to ascend?

I hope it goes well brocel

 

[TheTroonAnnihilator]

this is the reason I tried killing myself a few weeks ago its just constant suffering and coping if I had a gf literally all my problems will go away but no because this world is so fucked that a few inches of bone determines if you will be desirable or not and for whatever reason my genes said fuck you and im ugly as shit

 

[Yunez.Belgrade]

I just wish I could either ascend, or for things to just end.

I'm sick of this constant mental war I have with myself- I cling to hope, but each growing day things seem much more dire.

And ofc as always, I'm not just speaking about my circumstances as an Incel: It's also to do with the current state of this world as a whole, I have one-hundred issues & Inceldom is just one(yet a very big one) of all of them. As I said in another thread of mine, I'd probably have a lot more of a drive & will to attack the issues I face personally.

Currently, I'm motivated to give myself another push of sorts: I just know that I will hate myself even more if I didn't throw everything I possibly can into some kind of final ascension attempt, I have nothing to lose at this point & I'm fucking desperate in order to just experience sex(unpaid) with just any non-land whale foid.

While I have this drive within me, I also have this feeling of just wanting everything to end. Doesn't have to be the world burning, could just be everything going blank & everyones consciousness, souls, and the fabric of reality just transcends into the nothingness from which it sprang out of.

My existence just feels as if it's some kind of constant cycle, of never ending mental torment.

I already got toughened up so much by rotting, I cant feel nothing towards apathy towards inceldom at this point, like its a basic fact of my life, that I will have to inevitably move forward with my life, shitversity, good paying job, funding my copes.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

My existence just feels as if it's some kind of constant cycle, of never ending mental torment.

 

[Grodd]

My existence just feels as if it's some kind of constant cycle, of never ending mental torment.

 

[over_department]

Sometimes I just want to fade away into oblivion

 

[KING NOTHING]

Escorts, that's 100% right, no matter how ugly you are in this scenario, they work like bitches, and they work for the money, not for you. So rejecting you is stupid even for these mentally ill people called foid.

"Ah, but sex with an escort isn't really love"

Sex itself is mechanical, it won't make any difference whether it's with a partner or not. It's biological, it's mechanical.

"but I also want affection"

Pay extra and she will give you this ‘affection’.

Most people are on this forum because they want to, they can all act like extremists and make their memes, or say how "mentally superior" they are to others, but at the end of the day they are all hypocrites rotting in their bedrooms, or in their daily lives , simply that.

 

[Beggar]

I'm sick of this constant mental war I have with myself- I cling to hope, but each growing day things seem much more dire.

Let go of the hope and become wholly what you are.

 

[Regenerator]

Same

 

[Sloth.Belgrade]

I wish i could start over thats all.

This time i know how the game is

 

[Freixel]

My existence just feels as if it's some kind of constant cycle, of never ending mental torment.

I have felt this way for 10 years and I believe that porn and masturbation are what feed and reinforce these chains.

What keeps me constantly down is the lack of energy and depression due to being in a constant state of energy -regeneration due to the loss of semen.

Not joking, I think this is one of the main problems

The problem is that once you are in a good number of days in no-fap, say 10 days, it is not that your situation changes much: you are still a lonely guy forced to "improoooove" to have a chance with an LTB

If you are white and have an average height and you keep your hair, what you have to do is leanmaxx, as I wrote in my other thread, it is the only way to reach the minimum level of looks to attract a Becky and escape from hell

Leanmaxx + hard training seems the only way

You and I have x1000 more chances than a 5'4 brown pajeet with a barrel body and negative iq, in the west and in any other part of the world, let's recognize this and get out of this place

 

[Kina Hikikomori]

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Unless it's your projection, it's not cope, because what I say is true. Some incels act like foids when something doesn't go their way.