First loss
I call unto the Lady of the Night
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So, we agreed to talk over the phone. I got out to walk in the forest as every night and called her. I wanted to basically seal the fucking deal forever and have her never talk to me again.
At first we just talked about some irrelevant stuff from school, but I turned her attention to the point of the conversation. She started using honeyed words and I told her to stop leading me on and cut to the chase. Then, I told her that she needs to stop leading me on and that she has rejected me three times already, and that I have no intent of humiliating myself and asking her again.
I asked her what the fuck does she want from me. She replied
Now, I shall quote her exact words:
"I want you to love me, but I want to remain just friends with you"
I started fucking laughing and told her I understand. I am good enough to be her jester but not good enough to be her boyfriend. She told me she cannot imagine being in a relationship with me and that my demands are unrealistic. My demands are that she does not cheat on me and text or hang out with other men and that she ceases all communication to this one chad that wants to fuck her. I told her that I expect that from her and that I would of course respect any demands she had for me.
She told me that she has no interest in that Chad romantically, but does not want to cease communication with him because apparently "they both love talking to each other" .
I told her that this is not going to work out and to please stop talking to me altogether, wished her good night and hung up.
Now, I know it is incredibly dangerous to post things like that online because if she sees this I will easily be doxxed, as @BlkPillPres pointed out. I do not give a fuck, I had to share this insanity with you.
Dear A, if by any chance you are reading this, you probably realized that I am an incel by now. Fuck you. I loved you and you humiliated me and played me like a fucking violin. I do not blame you, to be honest. Every shallow, disgusting foid would choose that Chad over me, right? I was stupid to believe you would date me in the first place. Feel free to share this realization with EVERYONE. I do not give a fuck. Yours truly, Lucifer.
A kind reminder to any mod that this is not bragging in any fucking way. Read the fucking thread. If you decide to warn me or delete this, I swear on Lilith that I shall invoke a fucking incubus and he will come and rape you tonight. Thanks.
At first we just talked about some irrelevant stuff from school, but I turned her attention to the point of the conversation. She started using honeyed words and I told her to stop leading me on and cut to the chase. Then, I told her that she needs to stop leading me on and that she has rejected me three times already, and that I have no intent of humiliating myself and asking her again.
I asked her what the fuck does she want from me. She replied
Now, I shall quote her exact words:
"I want you to love me, but I want to remain just friends with you"
I started fucking laughing and told her I understand. I am good enough to be her jester but not good enough to be her boyfriend. She told me she cannot imagine being in a relationship with me and that my demands are unrealistic. My demands are that she does not cheat on me and text or hang out with other men and that she ceases all communication to this one chad that wants to fuck her. I told her that I expect that from her and that I would of course respect any demands she had for me.
She told me that she has no interest in that Chad romantically, but does not want to cease communication with him because apparently "they both love talking to each other" .
I told her that this is not going to work out and to please stop talking to me altogether, wished her good night and hung up.
Now, I know it is incredibly dangerous to post things like that online because if she sees this I will easily be doxxed, as @BlkPillPres pointed out. I do not give a fuck, I had to share this insanity with you.
Dear A, if by any chance you are reading this, you probably realized that I am an incel by now. Fuck you. I loved you and you humiliated me and played me like a fucking violin. I do not blame you, to be honest. Every shallow, disgusting foid would choose that Chad over me, right? I was stupid to believe you would date me in the first place. Feel free to share this realization with EVERYONE. I do not give a fuck. Yours truly, Lucifer.
A kind reminder to any mod that this is not bragging in any fucking way. Read the fucking thread. If you decide to warn me or delete this, I swear on Lilith that I shall invoke a fucking incubus and he will come and rape you tonight. Thanks.