Venting I just realized its all going to get worse for me

[BlackPilledNormi]

Today I past my final examen and so tomorrow Im going to sign my employment contract.
I feel like Im going to start dying tomorrow, a slow, insignificant but painless death. I dont think that I can take it and go to work for the next 30 to 40 years and the only thing I can look forward to are 3 weeks of holidays. I have no family now and Im not gonna get one either, so there is no reason to do this shit.
When I was back home I had to controll myself that I not start to cry when someone talked to me. Now where I finally finished all of school in my life it simply feels like I lost my last chance to obtain something like a good life, one thats worth living.
I dont feel even a bit happy about passing this exam, it feels like this sentenced me to a punishment that I dont understand.

 

[Ahnfeltia]

I feel ya brocel. My PhD position will soon come to an end, but I can't bring myself to start taking the next step. I'm currently really lost too. Perhaps, if you live frugally, you can moneymaxx, invest, and become financially independent.

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

I feel ya brocel. My PhD position will soon come to an end, but I can't bring myself to start taking the next step. I'm currently really lost too. Perhaps, if you live frugally, you can moneymaxx, invest, and become financially independent.

Well I already have a job contract that I simply have to sign, its not even this job, is the general thing that I simply cant imagine that I can live with going work. And moneymaxxin is actually what Im going to do but mostly because I have nothing to spend it on. I can live with about 30-40% of the Income that I will recieve, its all just seems so useless and unfullfilling

 

[Ahnfeltia]

is the general thing that I simply cant imagine that I can live with going work

same

 

[Emba]

Just wait until the abuse at work starts.

 

[Longboimentalist]

That's the fate that awaits like 40% of young men. Grim. I really don't think I'm ready to slave away for chad and his 20 wifes by working like a good boy.

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Just wait until the abuse at work starts.

Thats probably one of the few good things in my company they cant really abuse there workers because they could get a job at another company on the same day that they are gone from the old one

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

That's the fate that awaits like 40% of young men. Grim. I really don't think I'm ready to slave away for chad and his 20 wifes by working like a good boy.

I can totally understand you but if been to much brainwashed by my parents, family and school to not go to work. They really did a great job at train to an obedient lemming.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Congratulations for graduating, though!
I failed university.

 

[Emba]

Thats probably one of the few good things in my company they cant really abuse there workers because they could get a job at another company on the same day that they are gone from the old one

Nice

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

I failed university.

That probably sucks even more.

 

[Longboimentalist]

I can totally understand you but if been to much brainwashed by my parents, family and school to not go to work. They really did a great job at train to an obedient lemming.

Yeah it's shit. Thanks to my parents being nearly absent basically the only thing I'm capable of at my age is remembering definitions for exams. It's useful at uni, but I really can't imagine myself in five years.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

That probably sucks even more.

Did it come easy to you? And if it didn't, how did you find the willpower to study so hard as an incel?

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Did it come easy to you? And if it didn't, how did you find the willpower to study so hard as an incel?

Ive been raised this way, in terms of willpower you can actually do a lot to increase it as parents. Also its been extremly practical for the examen and since I have some work experience this was easier for me.