I pull up to this bar in my car to smoke a cigarette, at the same time another car pulls up. Some guys and a woman get out of the car. I wish them a happy new year. Immediately the woman let out a weird laugh for some reason, as if she immediately thought I was pathetic or something.
I try to have some smalltalk with her in an easy-going-type-of-way. She asks me if I live in the town, I say yes, I live just across the street. She then lets out a smug reply in a semi-rude tone, saying "and then you drive here?", implying I should have just walked there.
She immediately starts turning around and walking towards the entrance of the bar, I then call after her, saying that I just came from another town that I was driving around in, that's why I pulled up to the bar in my car.
Such a weird and passive aggressive interaction for no reason. I don't understand why she was so passive aggressive. I just tried to get out of my shell and talk to people, but every time I do that, especially with women, it turns into some passive-aggressive trainwreck because they never take me serious and see me as some kind of pathetic sucker who is a loser and who can be toyed with.
I am so sad and frustrated about this. Why do other boys or guys have such an easy time with women? I try to be a decent person and I try to just get out of my shell, and every time they laugh at me or look at me like I am some kind of pathetic loser.
I am not violent or hateful of ALL women in real life at all, I am just a regular 19 year old kid who is trying to be normal, but they laugh at me every time. Fuck my life.
I try to have some smalltalk with her in an easy-going-type-of-way. She asks me if I live in the town, I say yes, I live just across the street. She then lets out a smug reply in a semi-rude tone, saying "and then you drive here?", implying I should have just walked there.
She immediately starts turning around and walking towards the entrance of the bar, I then call after her, saying that I just came from another town that I was driving around in, that's why I pulled up to the bar in my car.
Such a weird and passive aggressive interaction for no reason. I don't understand why she was so passive aggressive. I just tried to get out of my shell and talk to people, but every time I do that, especially with women, it turns into some passive-aggressive trainwreck because they never take me serious and see me as some kind of pathetic sucker who is a loser and who can be toyed with.
I am so sad and frustrated about this. Why do other boys or guys have such an easy time with women? I try to be a decent person and I try to just get out of my shell, and every time they laugh at me or look at me like I am some kind of pathetic loser.
I am not violent or hateful of ALL women in real life at all, I am just a regular 19 year old kid who is trying to be normal, but they laugh at me every time. Fuck my life.
