SuicideFuel I just got cucked by a train

[stalkerKiller]

So there I was excited to go hiking with my hiking group and then I saw this train that I was supposed to get in stationed at my station so I thought to myself, sweet the train is early.
So I got in. Big mistake, I looked at the clock and saw that I had allocated myself 20 fucking minutes of extra time so I was chilling.

But then 8:30 came and the train wasn't moving. I looked around and could see another train coming into the station. Oh, it must be a sped up trainz that's why it didn't say so on the schedule. My train will probably just wait for it to pass and then it'll start. Naturally I didn't think to get the new train because the doors were closed and because it only stopped for 30 seconds.

Big mistake. This fucking train I'm in was actually another train (same number different schedule) but because of the way the system doesn't differentiate between trades named the same with a different schedule in the sense station I had to take this one that started the journey at 8:50.

I had to watch the correct train roll by me and my last chnace of getting to my destination on time. I may get kicked out of the hiking group because of this. I should have told these people with a day in advance if I canceled. I actually nesseged the guy in charge and told him that I'll be late. He just said that I should try to be on time.

I am scared bros. I don't want to lose my only consistent social event.

 

[PersonalityChad]

Brutal trainpill

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Nice but isn't the DB always late?

 

[stalkerKiller]

Nice but isn't the DB always late?

Yeah. That's why I was 20 minutes early to catch the early train. Fuck this life!

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Yeah. That's why I was 20 minutes early to catch the early train.

Sorry I meant to say this sucks, hope the group still keeps you.

Fuck this life!

Indeed!

 

[stalkerKiller]

Sorry I meant to say this sucks, hope the group still keeps you

Sorry I meant to say this sucks, hope the group still keeps you.

I hope so too. The alternative is joining a faggy charity oriented group or even worse..... A church group. I need to socialmaxx and fast, if I won't make it socially I'll rope.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I hope so too. The alternative is joining a faggy charity oriented group or even worse..... A church group. I need to socialmaxx and fast, if I won't make it socially I'll rope.

Socialmaxx is good idea.

Because of my facial deformities and 1.62m height and being 27 years old, I'm too high-inhibited to do any of this.
It's truly over for me, also because I have autism.

 

[stalkerKiller]

Because of my facial deformities and 1.62m height

Bruuuutal

I'm too high-inhibited to do any of this.
It's truly over for me, also because I have autism.

I thought so too before I actually tried to socialmaxx. It is actually relatively easy, an acquired taste, that is to say that the more you do it, the more you'll want to do it again.

You are Swiss right? There should be a lot of social groups there. Especially in your age group. I'd encourage you to go out and try your luck.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Bruuuutal


I thought so too before I actually tried to socialmaxx. It is actually relatively easy, an acquired taste, that is to say that the more you do it, the more you'll want to do it again.

That makes sense but I guess I'm an exception, because if you are so ugly people just think you're a joke before even speaking to you.

You are Swiss right? There should be a lot of social groups there. Especially in your age group. I'd encourage you to go out and try your luck.

I'm from Germany/Bayern, but live in Switzerland.

And thanks and I know I should and that it works for most people but whenever people see me they react negatively to me. Ever since I was about 13 I've gotten this negative feedback loop of negative reactions to my face/head.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Bruuuutal


I thought so too before I actually tried to socialmaxx. It is actually relatively easy, an acquired taste, that is to say that the more you do it, the more you'll want to do it again.

You are Swiss right? There should be a lot of social groups there. Especially in your age group. I'd encourage you to go out and try your luck.

Thank you for the encouragement though man, that's nice of you. My mother says the same but how can I ever have a normal life with my (medically confirmed) facial deformities? Strangers react to me like I'm a joke or funny looking animal just seeing me.

 

[stalkerKiller]

And thanks and I know I should and that it works for most people but whenever people see me they react negatively to me. Ever since I was about 13 I've gotten this negative feedback loop of negative reactions to my face/head.

I highly doubt that your face is that bad. DM me a picture if you feel like it.
I'd still try to join some group. Charity organizations generally welcome everybody, I am assuming that there is a Taffel-like organization in Switzerland that gives food to the poor. Try joining that.

 

[Skelly]

Tell them that you missed the train

If their not complete assholes they would understand

 

[stalkerKiller]

Thank you for the encouragement though man

My pleasure. I only want what's best for my fellow inkwells.

how can I ever have a normal life with my (medically confirmed) facial deformities?

Idk. I once knew a dude who literally had a medical condition that forced him to be tethered to a wheelchair whenever he had an episode. His hands were wierd too, he always twitched and talked funny. Even in spite of his disability he had a flourishing social life.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

My pleasure. I only want what's best for my fellow inkwells.

Idk. I once knew a dude who literally had a medical condition that forced him to be tethered to a wheelchair whenever he had an episode. His hands were wierd too, he always twitched and talked funny. Even in spite of his disability he had a flourishing social life.

Oh wow. Lifefuel.

 

[stalkerKiller]

Tell them that you missed the train

If their not complete assholes they would understand

I did. The organizer didn't say that they'd kick me out but he also didn't say that he wouldn't. I think that he will kick me out after all, he is a chill dude.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I highly doubt that your face is that bad. DM me a picture if you feel like it.
I'd still try to join some group. Charity organizations generally welcome everybody, I am assuming that there is a Taffel-like organization in Switzerland that gives food to the poor. Try joining that.

Yeah they have this here. Thanks for the idea! A few years ago I would have coped and told myself but still know that I'm lying to myself, that I'll find a gf there but never joined because I know it's impossible. Now I might join but have no expectations.

 

[stalkerKiller]

Oh wow. Lifefuel.

Yeah, the guy was doing Aikido, working as a screenwriter, doing charity work. The guy was a boyscout.

 

[Friezacel]

Not trying to brag, but im so happy to have a drivers license and a car after years of mental torture with Deutsche Bahn. No more stupid Fahrkartenkontrolleure, no more obnoxious or drunk guests, no more late trains and i have peace all by myself

 

[stalkerKiller]

Not trying to brag, but im so happy to have a drivers license and a car after years of mental torture with Deutsche Bahn. No more stupid Fahrkartenkontrolleure, no more obnoxious or drunk guests, no more late trains and i have peace all by myself

Yeah but you are a wealthy almost Alman. I am but a poor eastern European who can't afford a car, much less a driver's license.

Long term though I NEED a driver's license. DB can suck my balls with their gay pride stuff and unreliable schedule.

 

[Friezacel]

Yeah but you are a wealthy almost Alman. I am but a poor eastern European who can't afford a car, much less a driver's license.

Long term though I NEED a driver's license. DB can suck my balls with their gay pride stuff and unreliable schedule.

You should start saving up then. If you arent too picky then your car could be less expensive than your drivers license, i got a used one for 1200€, but had to invest some money into fixing it (my parents did actually)