I hope this is all a weird dream.

[DolicoCel]

Because live is just so fucking shitty. Everyday I pass a mirror, other humanoids, when i watch movies, im getting reminded of my pure subhumanity.
I actually have other things to offer, I can hold a conversation pretty well, im (or used to, not after the blackpill anymore tbh) always curious to learn something new, etc
and yet im rotting away on my pc.

I would love to be a normie so bad, i always wanted to be normal. i couldnt care about not having sex, i just want friends or someone i can talk to. I feel like everyone hates me, not just women, but everyone. Even my own parents used to bully me, because im literally that ugly. Life is not fair.

Everyday I have that spark of hope, that its all going to get better, but its not going to. I have that spark now for years, and everytime i get it, and then reminded of my subhumanity, i just want to end it.

Im 20 now, and i have never looked in the eyes of a feminoid more then 3seconds, without looking away

I just fucking hate it

 

[MarquisDeSade]

I wish that I was twenty again. *sighs*

 

[DolicoCel]

I wish that I was twenty again. *sighs*

how old are you if im allowed to ask? what advice would u give an 20yocel like myself?

 

[MarquisDeSade]

how old are you if im allowed to ask? what advice would u give an 20yocel like myself?

I'm 35. Advice? Women are extremely duplicitous, they'll say one thing but they really mean the direct opposite and their actions will almost always be the direct opposite of what they say. For females lying and deception is like breathing air for them, it comes very easy or natural for them. Good luck to you.

 

[Linesnap99]

I'm 35. Advice? Women are extremely duplicitous, they'll say one thing but they really mean the direct opposite and their actions will almost always be the direct opposite of what they say. For females lying and deception is like breathing air for them, it comes very easy or natural for them. Good luck to you.

based

 

[DolicoCel]

I'm 35. Advice? Women are extremely duplicitous, they'll say one thing but they really mean the direct opposite and their actions will almost always be the direct opposite of what they say. For females lying and deception is like breathing air for them, it comes very easy or natural for them. Good luck to you.

based

 

[bigantennaemay1]

It is, man. It's my dream. Or nightmare, as it were. Nothing is real. It will all go up in a puff of smoke when I awake from my slumber. Or awake into another higher order dream.

 

[DolicoCel]

It is, man. It's my dream. Or nightmare, as it were. Nothing is real. It will all go up in a puff of smoke when I awake from my slumber. Or awake into another higher order dream.

sometimes i wish i wake up as a normie, thinking it was all quite literally a dream.
my life is pure hell.
my brain chemistry on top of being ugly is shit aswell.

i dont know what to do in the future, since every step that im making is being a mistake.
If i want to academiamaxx, people will bully me. Anything socially related, i will get casted out.
Humanoids are just so fucking brutal. Like i stated above, i dont care about having sex. I just want friends that truly like me, and have an open ear.
I NEVER talked about my problems with other people, im eating the stress in like a sponge.

Maybe this life is just a shit test to see if im a good human being or not. Maybe if i go to heaven, i will actually live a NORMAL life. Who knows, lets just hope

 

[Michinomiya Hirohit]

I wish that I was twenty again. *sighs*

 

[DolicoCel]

but tbf, even your 20s suck if your butt-ugly.
I dont experience the same thing other lads do live through.
I would rather be a 45yo HTN then a 20yo truecel

but tbf, even your 20s suck if your butt-ugly.
I dont experience the same thing other lads do live through.
I would rather be a 45yo HTN then a 20yo truecel

@Michinomiya Hirohit

 

[FlamingCel]

It is, man. It's my dream. Or nightmare, as it were. Nothing is real. It will all go up in a puff of smoke when I awake from my slumber. Or awake into another higher order dream.

 

[FlamingCel]

We are living in an artificially induced state of consciousness that resembles sleep

 

[JayGoptri]

We are living in an artificially induced state of consciousness that resembles sleep

I've felt similarly. And it's interesting you say thiscause I just started reading an underground book which seems to be doing a SiFi/history mashup and is headed in that sort direction. Full AI simulation inside of other AI simulations...

 

[Emba]

I wish that I was twenty again. *sighs*

I wish i was 40 again...

I'd buy the Fuck out of bitcoin.

 

[MarquisDeSade]

I wish i was 40 again...

I'd buy the Fuck out of bitcoin.

I remember when you could buy an ounce of gold for less than $100.00, unfortunately in my youth at the time I was too stupid to invest, that ship sailed away and I missed out. So many missed opportunities, if only back then I knew what I know now, I could be so filthy fucking rich if I did. *sighs*

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

I wish that I was twenty again. *sighs*

 

[patheticmanletcel]

I wish i could wake up in a nice body and just think "wow what a horrible nightmare that was" then i would dress up for school, get there give my gf a kiss and chill with my friends, i would do anything for that

 

[Deleted member 33829]

I wish i could wake up in a nice body and just think "wow what a horrible nightmare that was" then i would dress up for school, get there give my gf a kiss and chill with my friends, i would do anything for that

 

[Emba]

I remember when you could buy an ounce of gold for less than $100.00, unfortunately in my youth at the time I was too stupid to invest, that ship sailed away and I missed out. So many missed opportunities, if only back then I knew what I know now, I could be so filthy fucking rich if I did. *sighs*

Yeah. I had gold when it was 350@toz....