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gentsupreme
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- Feb 19, 2018
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I know that 2 days may sound a little here. but it's a lot for me.
my personality doesn't really allow me to ever be a real hikikomori\ shut it.
I have to go outside, get vitaminD from the sun, breath some fresh air and drive outside my town at least for X hours per day.
I live in an isolated small town, so if I don't go to the city I forget there's actually a world outside my basement. now, it could have been a good thing if I had a good relationship with my parents, but I'm not getting along with them too well and being under the same roof with them too much increases the tension that already exists.
I can't just lock myself in the basement and not go out.
but in the last 2 days, I literally haven't left the house except for 20 minutes walk with the dog yesterday.
and today- nada! 12+ hours of rotting in front of the internet. a lot of them here.
I wish I could find a comfy office job. I don't care wageslaving for a period of time so I'll at least have some money to buy myself stuff and cope. social security denied my request for NEETbux so fuck them, I'll make money by myself
my personality doesn't really allow me to ever be a real hikikomori\ shut it.
I have to go outside, get vitaminD from the sun, breath some fresh air and drive outside my town at least for X hours per day.
I live in an isolated small town, so if I don't go to the city I forget there's actually a world outside my basement. now, it could have been a good thing if I had a good relationship with my parents, but I'm not getting along with them too well and being under the same roof with them too much increases the tension that already exists.
I can't just lock myself in the basement and not go out.
but in the last 2 days, I literally haven't left the house except for 20 minutes walk with the dog yesterday.
and today- nada! 12+ hours of rotting in front of the internet. a lot of them here.
I wish I could find a comfy office job. I don't care wageslaving for a period of time so I'll at least have some money to buy myself stuff and cope. social security denied my request for NEETbux so fuck them, I'll make money by myself