I felt pretty good until I was like 17. when I was almost 18 and it still hadn't happened for me I started to get really disillusioned. I really wanted a gf, not even so much just the sex. I guess thats the same as I've always been. I heard so many foids back then complaining "all men want is just sex". I think all CHAD wants is just sex because its so easy for him to get and he doesnt have to become committed to get regular sex; it comes easy and natural to Chad. Incel tier men and low tier normies I think are much more interested in romance usually than Chad is. So anyway, it always really pissed me off that Chad was always such a douchebag and treated women like shit and talked toxic all the time. Here I was, nice bluepilled 17 yo kid, I would have totally simped for any foid who was faithful to me. No because short and weird looking and ethnic. No nonono. Rejected. Since then my life has been misery. Ive been to some girly bars and had lap dances and stuff. But nothing compares to an organic, natural, real relationship between a man and a woman. i will never know what that feels like. I am 40. It is over. The best I can hope for is to escortcel when it is safe again and I am able to travel to where it is legal. For incels you really can only cope. There is no hope for truecel-looks men. It is over.
