InternalJizzz
Permanent KHHV | die young and save yourself.
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- Oct 15, 2020
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I been basically NEET for the past 3 weeks as I'm currently job hunting and it takes a while for the whole process to go through and on top of already feeling like useless, worthless scum the majority of the time it's now being exemplified by my extended family visiting which makes me have to stay in my room most of the time and I get so up in my head in depression idk what to do, this episode has probably been the absolute worse I've had in years and nothing I do can alleviate the feeling of absolute dread I feel.
I try browsing insta and tiktok to see some funny shit and raise my mood but it's all attractive dudes flexing which only makes me feel worse and I just can't cope anymore. TIred of being the ugly one in every social situation. TIred of not making anything of myself. TIred of it all. every single day feels like a struggle to even function brocels pls I need help as I legit have no comfort rn and recently overcame a series of events in which I lost someone I really loved
I try browsing insta and tiktok to see some funny shit and raise my mood but it's all attractive dudes flexing which only makes me feel worse and I just can't cope anymore. TIred of being the ugly one in every social situation. TIred of not making anything of myself. TIred of it all. every single day feels like a struggle to even function brocels pls I need help as I legit have no comfort rn and recently overcame a series of events in which I lost someone I really loved