For those who do know, I live away from my parents & have been trying to find a job: It was somewhat looking well but then ofc took a fucking turn South, like most shit in my life. 
And then ofc, some of you might be familiar with the fact that I am currently having car issues, something which always causes great anxiety for me. This all started when the garage we went to installed something, I left a few days later, and then it started having issues. I should have gone back earlier, but I was busy looking for jobs.
The thing that really sucks most of all is the fact that the garage don't even know how long it will take, meaning it could be a few days to a week.
I fucking hate how shit transport is in this country so much it's unreal; I've also never really liked cars much tbh.
Seeing my parents, especially my mom, is never the best experience. Usually, it is stressful for many reasons & I often argue with my mom.
"- but life get's better/easier"
No, frankly it really doesn't. Now maybe in some metrics yes, you might grow more "used" to stuff or you might also be able to acquire better/new copes, but in terms of your overall trajectory, especially with your family, it will remain the same if not slowly & gradually decline.
I'll just have to do what I usually do & weather the storm, as I somehow mange to do
And then ofc, some of you might be familiar with the fact that I am currently having car issues, something which always causes great anxiety for me. This all started when the garage we went to installed something, I left a few days later, and then it started having issues. I should have gone back earlier, but I was busy looking for jobs.
The thing that really sucks most of all is the fact that the garage don't even know how long it will take, meaning it could be a few days to a week.
I fucking hate how shit transport is in this country so much it's unreal; I've also never really liked cars much tbh.
Seeing my parents, especially my mom, is never the best experience. Usually, it is stressful for many reasons & I often argue with my mom.
"
- but life get's better/easier"No, frankly it really doesn't. Now maybe in some metrics yes, you might grow more "used" to stuff or you might also be able to acquire better/new copes, but in terms of your overall trajectory, especially with your family, it will remain the same if not slowly & gradually decline.
I'll just have to do what I usually do & weather the storm, as I somehow mange to do
