After coming home from lab today my roommate tells me we have to meet with our floor's RA about noise complaints and stuff like that. When we're playing games online we can get pretty loud so it's not that big of a deal, but he then tells me they want to meet to talk about my issues. I ask him why on Earth he'd agree to something so retarded, and he tells me that it's because I'm always sad. I tell him to stop making my problems his and to leave me out of this. I told him that the same RA came to me yesterday about this trash and I told him not to worry about it.
I'm sick and tired of everyone around me treating me like there's something wrong with my brain. It's people tortuting me, tormenting me for years that's my problem. Left alone, by myself, with no bluepilling or women in sight, I'd be your average lonely guy. But these people have constantly tried to intervene. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of this life and all the garbage that comes from it. Just today I was able to have a conversation with another human being at college (albeit, with a guy who also had self-esteem issues and wanted to kill himself but who am I to judge), and as usual, my day has to get ruined. What's worse, I planned to spend all of Thursday studying for quizzes and stuff, and now that plan is ruined.
I'm sick and tired of everyone around me treating me like there's something wrong with my brain. It's people tortuting me, tormenting me for years that's my problem. Left alone, by myself, with no bluepilling or women in sight, I'd be your average lonely guy. But these people have constantly tried to intervene. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of this life and all the garbage that comes from it. Just today I was able to have a conversation with another human being at college (albeit, with a guy who also had self-esteem issues and wanted to kill himself but who am I to judge), and as usual, my day has to get ruined. What's worse, I planned to spend all of Thursday studying for quizzes and stuff, and now that plan is ruined.
