SuicideFuel I have the worst kind of insanity. Just make it fucking stop.

[WawelDragon1683]

I have ocd which makes me feel extreme agonizing pain every waking hour. I literally would do anything to make the pain stop. I would torture and kill a hundred orphans, i would crush skulls of a thousand puppies. I'll do anything. Just make it stop.

 

[OwlGod]

the solution is not miraculous or forbidden, it's called brain damage.

 

[WawelDragon1683]

the solution is not miraculous or forbidden, it's called brain damage.

???

 

[thespanishcel]

Yea real OCD must be suifuel tbh. Not self-diagnosed OCD kek just like all the foids who say "I like to have my bookshelf in alphabetical order, I have OCD!!!"

 

[WawelDragon1683]

Yea real OCD must be suifuel tbh. Not self-diagnosed OCD kek just like all the foids who say "I like to have my bookshelf in alphabetical order, I have OCD!!!"

It is, if i didn't have it i wouldn't be an incel
it has ruined my life and will make me kill myself

 

[Deleted member 30682]

It is, if i didn't have it i wouldn't be an incel
it has ruined my life and will make me kill myself

What kind of OCD do you have?

 

[BrazilianLiveMatter]

explain more brocel, i think you need to vent

 

[WawelDragon1683]

What kind of OCD do you have?

contamination ocd, i can't even go outside without going insane. i can't touch door handles, i can't eat anything without checking all my clothes after, i have to wipe my ass a hundred times. with all that im still in endless pain it never stops. i could be crying and begging but my braind doesnt care and still tortures me at every point it can. i just dont have strength for it anymore. i give up. i'd kill myself right now if i could

 

[Deleted member 30682]

contamination ocd, i can't even go outside without going insane. i can't touch door handles, i can't eat anything without checking all my clothes after, i have to wipe my ass a hundred times. with all that im still in endless pain it never stops. i could be crying and begging but my braind doesnt care and still tortures me at every point it can. i just dont have strength for it anymore. i give up. i'd kill myself right now if i could

There must be a way to overcome that shit man. Walk barefoot, smear your face with mud, stick your fingers down your throat and throw up on your bed and then sleep in the vomit. Do nasty shit until you don't give a fuck anymore and the OCD is gone

 

[Transcended Trucel]

There must be a way to overcome that shit man. Walk barefoot, smear your face with mud, stick your fingers down your throat and throw up on your bed and then sleep in the vomit. Do nasty shit until you don't give a fuck anymore and the OCD is gone

tbh only real option left for OP. Is to traumatize his brain to absurd degree
via exposure therapy

 

[Deleted member 30682]

tbh only real option left for OP. Is to traumatize his brain to absurd degree
via exposure therapy

It actually works. He should try it before roping tbh

 

[Deleted member 30198]

i wish you achieve peace in the other side if you do rope

if not i wish you achieve peace via

tbh only real option left for OP. Is to traumatize his brain to absurd degree
via exposure therapy

idk how that works but might be valid advice

 

[Deleted member 33946]

tbh only real option left for OP. Is to traumatize his brain to absurd degree
via exposure therapy

i have a different type of ocd (sensory motor) to OP but i feel for him because OCD is such a shitty thing to experience when your brain is telling you to do something over and over it makes you feel helpess, expose response prevention and (((pills))) helped me somewhat out

 

[Kamikaze]

contamination ocd, i can't even go outside without going insane. i can't touch door handles, i can't eat anything without checking all my clothes after, i have to wipe my ass a hundred times. with all that im still in endless pain it never stops. i could be crying and begging but my braind doesnt care and still tortures me at every point it can. i just dont have strength for it anymore. i give up. i'd kill myself right now if i could

You need to repeatedly expose yourself to the fact that your entire intestinal tract houses more than a kilogram of bacteria, that your mouth has more bacteria than your anus, and that nature gave you an immune system for a reason, which has been doing it's job wonderfully.

 

[D.R.]

I got it too but not that much about contamination where you have to wash hands 1000 of times (I think I compulsively washed my hands more in the past though, as a child), kind of hard to describe what my OCD even exactly is. I guess one example (that I did exposures for by myself) would be taking pictures of me in the ''wrong'' moment if I have an intrusive thought that I fear then would then become associated with the picture and captured inside it, reminding me of it, shit like that, incessant ruminations.

The only real treatment seems to be exposing yourself to your fear and waiting it out until it becomes less and less, easier said than done.