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Story I have successfully retroengineered myself to become an asexual being.

Fontaine

Fontaine

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The way I see it, incels have three choices:

(1) Maxxing attributes and trying harder to get laid
(2) Killing themselves or LDARing (slow suicide)
(3) Accepting sex was not meant for you by God/Fate/whatever, and moving on.

Because I have at least two unfixable physical deformities, I steered towards the third choice during my 20s despite the assurances of therapists and psychiatrists that "I wasn't ugly" (yeah, bullshit). Today, I am proud to announce that I no longer feel like a sexual being. I am mentally castrated. I have not chosen physical castration because of the side effects on health, and because the wisdom of the Catholic Church has established over the centuries that it was not necessary to physically remove testicles in order to destroy libido (contra Origen, who later regretted his gesture).

Mental castration consists in systematically reinforcing neural connections and blood flow in the neocortex, and systematically lowering those in the primitive areas of the brain. Over time, you kind of destroy your "monkey brain" by starving it of attention. This has extremely positive effects aside from libido, such as better intellectual performance and greater mood stability.

Here is how I did it precisely:

- Nofap
- Treatment of my clinical depression (through electromagnetic therapy, way more effective than SSRIs)
- Intense physical exercise (endurance running)
- Religion and philosophy (merely reading about alternative worldviews is often sufficient to understand that there is a way out of sex, ego and pleasure)
- Devoting all my leisure time to intellectual activities.

You can do it too. You'll feel liberated, serene, even euphoric. You'll find happiness in the smallest things.

My opinion on women? If you can get them, then get them. However, if you can't get them, you should cease to care about them. That makes you more likely to get them on the long run, ironically, due to self-improvement and better emotional stability. The clergy and priesthood have, in history, attracted unattractive men who had understood this.
 
I am also attempting the third option with gymcelling and historycelling.
 
>Only straight men can be incel
>asexual isn’t straight
>op is asexual through avoidance of heterosexual stimuli

Congratulations op, you have ascended, you are no longer incel. However, it is debatable wether or not you are walking a brighter path now
 
You're an interesting man, Fontaine. I look forward to speaking with you in the next world.
 
Another interesting post from mr fountain.
 
The way I see it, incels have three choices:

(1) Maxxing attributes and trying harder to get laid
(2) Killing themselves or LDARing (slow suicide)
(3) Accepting sex was not meant for you by God/Fate/whatever, and moving on.

Because I have at least two unfixable physical deformities, I steered towards the third choice during my 20s despite the assurances of therapists and psychiatrists that "I wasn't ugly" (yeah, bullshit). Today, I am proud to announce that I no longer feel like a sexual being. I am mentally castrated. I have not chosen physical castration because of the side effects on health, and because the wisdom of the Catholic Church has established over the centuries that it was not necessary to physically remove testicles in order to destroy libido (contra Origen, who later regretted his gesture).

Mental castration consists in systematically reinforcing neural connections and blood flow in the neocortex, and systematically lowering those in the primitive areas of the brain. Over time, you kind of destroy your "monkey brain" by starving it of attention. This has extremely positive effects aside from libido, such as better intellectual performance and greater mood stability.

Here is how I did it precisely:

- Nofap
- Treatment of my clinical depression (through electromagnetic therapy, way more effective than SSRIs)
- Intense physical exercise (endurance running)
- Religion and philosophy (merely reading about alternative worldviews is often sufficient to understand that there is a way out of sex, ego and pleasure)
- Devoting all my leisure time to intellectual activities.

You can do it too. You'll feel liberated, serene, even euphoric. You'll find happiness in the smallest things.

My opinion on women? If you can get them, then get them. However, if you can't get them, you should cease to care about them. That makes you more likely to get them on the long run, ironically, due to self-improvement and better emotional stability. The clergy and priesthood have, in history, attracted unattractive men who had understood this.
Cope imo.
 
The way I see it, incels have three choices:

(1) Maxxing attributes and trying harder to get laid
(2) Killing themselves or LDARing (slow suicide)
(3) Accepting sex was not meant for you by God/Fate/whatever, and moving on.

Because I have at least two unfixable physical deformities, I steered towards the third choice during my 20s despite the assurances of therapists and psychiatrists that "I wasn't ugly" (yeah, bullshit). Today, I am proud to announce that I no longer feel like a sexual being. I am mentally castrated. I have not chosen physical castration because of the side effects on health, and because the wisdom of the Catholic Church has established over the centuries that it was not necessary to physically remove testicles in order to destroy libido (contra Origen, who later regretted his gesture).

Mental castration consists in systematically reinforcing neural connections and blood flow in the neocortex, and systematically lowering those in the primitive areas of the brain. Over time, you kind of destroy your "monkey brain" by starving it of attention. This has extremely positive effects aside from libido, such as better intellectual performance and greater mood stability.

Here is how I did it precisely:

- Nofap
- Treatment of my clinical depression (through electromagnetic therapy, way more effective than SSRIs)
- Intense physical exercise (endurance running)
- Religion and philosophy (merely reading about alternative worldviews is often sufficient to understand that there is a way out of sex, ego and pleasure)
- Devoting all my leisure time to intellectual activities.

You can do it too. You'll feel liberated, serene, even euphoric. You'll find happiness in the smallest things.

My opinion on women? If you can get them, then get them. However, if you can't get them, you should cease to care about them. That makes you more likely to get them on the long run, ironically, due to self-improvement and better emotional stability. The clergy and priesthood have, in history, attracted unattractive men who had understood this.

Respect. I'll do this. Not too happy about electrocution therapy. That sounds painful.

I'll do 1 for a better life & better healthcare & more options. I'll do 3 because I accept that no woman wants me ever for a romantic relationship. So they're not entitled for my friendship at all.

Just putting it out there. Leftists you're not entitled to anything. Lesbians you're not entitled to relationships. Leftist lesbians. Well what can I say.
 
Living is cope. Everything is cope. You're a small ball of atoms in a cold universe.

It's not very painful. It's like a small hammer banging on your skull.

That sounds painful. What about chemical sexual depressants. How can you get those electrocution tools though.
 
Volcel


my sex drive is dead I dont know if Im low t or what, but i have to actually rub my dick to porn to get hard and I'm not even hard all the way or thinking about sex I just do it because I know I'll have an orgasm.

"asexual" is so fucking overrated, it's "liberating" I don't think about women or relationships at all but at the same time it's like not being able to enjoy videogames anymore.

just wanna beat my meat but i don't feel like it!
 
That sounds painful. What about chemical sexual depressants. How can you get those electrocution tools though.
It's not painful, just a mild annoyance on par with stretching a muscle. You need to go a psychiatric center with TMS equipment like NeuroStar. No idea how this works in the US.
 
You can't become asexual no matter how hard you try. The more you push yourself the more likely you will relapse. Universe has it's ways of punishing us. You do everything to get rid of your sex drive and next day you see topless woman changing in front of you and you go home and jerk off.
 
I just gave up on women.

I dont care, i am not made to be with them.

I go to escorts and i live my life.

The story that everyone has to have a relationship is an impossible BS, is like saying "there is no natural selection".
 
You can't become asexual no matter how hard you try.
I agree, however you can minimize your libido to less than 10% of its maximum potential, so that it doesn't interfere with your usual mental processes.
 
I read this as "i have retroengineering myself to cope harder" :feelsokman:
 
I had the exact same goal as you but I did it with more esoteric inspiration than Catholicism. It was just as you described, but I failed my nofap at 34 days and my motivation faltered.
 
It's not painful, just a mild annoyance on par with stretching a muscle. You need to go a psychiatric center with TMS equipment like NeuroStar. No idea how this works in the US.

I'm from Western Europe.
 
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I can try those things except for electrocuting myself.
 
Why would I ever give up anime titties?
 
Volcel if you don't have a sex drive.
 
I have respect for that. It's one of my long term goals actually, though easier said than done.
 
What are your two deformities you feel can't be fixed?
 
I respect this.
I already know the path but you have motivation to follow.
@Fontaine sorry for calling you (((FONTAINE)))
 
What are your two deformities you feel can't be fixed?
Dolicocephaly (girls actively select for men with small skulls), and constitutional thinness (unfixable lack of weight and fat. I am condemned to look like an Auschwitz survivor).
 
- Treatment of my clinical depression (through electromagnetic therapy, way more effective than SSRIs)

Is this that treatment where they put a bunch of electrodes around your head, hooked up to a little machine, and then put some guided meditation on a headphone for you?
 
Why not just use your million dollars to get castrated.
 
That's what I'm trying to do. I don't think all incels should give up, but personlly I hate my libido. I just wanna be an asexual.
 
hahaha one my fav posters tbh. i don't think you're human br0. you've ascended to the next plane m8.
 
If you turn out to be LARPing then I'm going to be fucking heartbroken you beautiful son of a bitch.
 
I've already accepted my fate, i will never be able to have sex and i'm ok with that.
 
its the only option left at this point. I was just exposed to nuclear suifuel
 
Dolicocephaly (girls actively select for men with small skulls), and constitutional thinness (unfixable lack of weight and fat. I am condemned to look like an Auschwitz survivor).
Why don't you use steroids and grow hair very long to attenuate the look of your skull shape.
 
Diet down to 7% and kill off your sex-drive.
 
Here is how I did it precisely:

- Nofap
- Treatment of my clinical depression (through electromagnetic therapy, way more effective than SSRIs)
- Intense physical exercise (endurance running)
- Religion and philosophy (merely reading about alternative worldviews is often sufficient to understand that there is a way out of sex, ego and pleasure)
- Devoting all my leisure time to intellectual activities.

I do HIIT (Sprints) instead of endurance running and lifting (gymcelling) does it work?

Also, my intellectual activities are mostly related ti music theory and instrumentos. How do you think it Will help?

I used to be prescribed antidepressants and benzos probably Will be prescribed again.

No fap isn't that hard for me (longest streak I had was 10 Months) but ofc it causes set Dreams, how Is your experience with that?
 
Religion and philosophy (merely reading about alternative worldviews is often sufficient to understand that there is a way out of sex, ego and pleasure)
any particular links on these subjects? i need to go asexual asap before i do something stupid
 
Giga Googa Stratospherically High IQ
 
Look into buddhism and maybe adopt mgtow too.
Buddhism state that suffering is cause by desire.

According to Buddha, the basic cause of suffering is "the attachment to the desire to have (craving) and the desire not to have (aversion)".


All of us have desires and cravings. Since we cannot satisfy ALL our desires and cravings, we get disturbed and angry, which is but another manifestation of suffering.


The same holds good for people who are over ambitious and seek too much. As they achieve what they desire, they get lustful and want more of it. And so the vicious circle continues.


The other problem pointed out by Buddha here, which is very pertinent, is that denying desire (or depriving oneself) is like denying life itself. A person, he said, has to rise above attachments and for that, he need not deprive himself. The problem arises when he does not know where to put an end to his desires. And when he yields into his desires, he becomes a slave to them.
 
Fontaine, exactly how ugly are you? What are your specific deformities? How tall are you? And are you norwooding?
 
why not escortcel and/or be a sugardaddy
 
The way I see it, incels have three choices:

(1) Maxxing attributes and trying harder to get laid
(2) Killing themselves or LDARing (slow suicide)
(3) Accepting sex was not meant for you by God/Fate/whatever, and moving on.

Because I have at least two unfixable physical deformities, I steered towards the third choice during my 20s despite the assurances of therapists and psychiatrists that "I wasn't ugly" (yeah, bullshit). Today, I am proud to announce that I no longer feel like a sexual being. I am mentally castrated. I have not chosen physical castration because of the side effects on health, and because the wisdom of the Catholic Church has established over the centuries that it was not necessary to physically remove testicles in order to destroy libido (contra Origen, who later regretted his gesture).

Mental castration consists in systematically reinforcing neural connections and blood flow in the neocortex, and systematically lowering those in the primitive areas of the brain. Over time, you kind of destroy your "monkey brain" by starving it of attention. This has extremely positive effects aside from libido, such as better intellectual performance and greater mood stability.

Here is how I did it precisely:

- Nofap
- Treatment of my clinical depression (through electromagnetic therapy, way more effective than SSRIs)
- Intense physical exercise (endurance running)
- Religion and philosophy (merely reading about alternative worldviews is often sufficient to understand that there is a way out of sex, ego and pleasure)
- Devoting all my leisure time to intellectual activities.

You can do it too. You'll feel liberated, serene, even euphoric. You'll find happiness in the smallest things.

My opinion on women? If you can get them, then get them. However, if you can't get them, you should cease to care about them. That makes you more likely to get them on the long run, ironically, due to self-improvement and better emotional stability. The clergy and priesthood have, in history, attracted unattractive men who had understood this.

I don't believe this is actually possible. I think fucking hookers makes just as much or more sense. Trying to deny your basic biology is always going to be harder than just periodically indulging it.

The fact that you're still posting here should tell you how much mental energy you're having to keep pumping in to maintain the lie to yourself that you don't care anymore.

Not trying to be harsh. Just being honest.
 
The real question is how long it will work for you. If you deny your basic instincts for too long you are asking for trouble.
 

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