Being ugly and with an """average""" sized dick (which is probably small for any woman that is not virgin) is an unique condition, in the sense that people that do not suffer from it have no idea what is meant to a man to be worthless by any aspect.
Every time i get focused about how i am i get depressed no matter what: i'm ugly. Not truecel tier (so people can tell me just to "get confident"), but ugly. If i manage to get a girlfriend and somehow i get attached to her it will be a disaster, because even if on the surface things would go "well" in reality she would surely be disappointed by my """average""" dick.
I'm so obsessed about it that i imagine i'd be ugly the same way i'm currently but with a bigger dick: i'm pretty sure i'd gain a lot of confidence.
When some women say "that guy is ugly but he attracts me so much" i always think she's talking about some ugly but masculine man with a big dick that can fuck them hard.
I'm not like that, i'm gymcel but no matter what, i'll always be average or worst in every aspect of manhood (looks, muscles, penis size).
In the scenario i find a girl that really attracts me that reciprocates i'd be REALLY scared. I'd be scared to form a bond that is based about "love", that kind of bond that is destined to fail becuase she'd want Chad cock. This is in her biology, she is programmed to enjoy a big cock in her.
I used to think that all cucks from IT and people in general that tells you that "you have to be confident" were, if ugly, big sized... but it's not always the case. I can bet there are big dick guys that tells you to beconfident because they are ugly but they are big sized so they gain confidence from that, but i guess there are a lot of others people that lacks in the looks AND size, and those are the proper cucks we always talk about: their coping strategy is pretending that "love" will allow them to overcome all and, in the best scenario, they marry a woman so ugly that she does not even get the chance to get a lover (which nowadays is almost impossible due to the fact a landwhale can get chad cock on tinder).
If you are not inclined to be a cuck (=be in denial, pretend that your look and penis size does not matter) you are helpless. Society cannot help you. If you go a therapist and you talk about those problems they will be downplayed (especially if you talk with a female therapist, and those are the majority... while males are betas). There is no clear support for ugly men with """Average" dicks like there is for, dunno, anorexic women, or cancer patients.
There is no support for our problems and society will mock us and despise us and tell us that the problem is in our head.
I always question myself if i'd have preferred to die by cancer at 50 but live like a normal person or rot in this shit (maybe i'll die anyways before 50).
This is nature guys, people like us should have died long time ago. Just having glasses is a sign that we are surviving just because of "technology" but in a hunter/gatherer society we'd be fucked... the only people more defensless than us would probably be women and fat people.
I do not care to live at all. I'm just afraid to rope because i'm afraid to suffer.
Every time i get focused about how i am i get depressed no matter what: i'm ugly. Not truecel tier (so people can tell me just to "get confident"), but ugly. If i manage to get a girlfriend and somehow i get attached to her it will be a disaster, because even if on the surface things would go "well" in reality she would surely be disappointed by my """average""" dick.
I'm so obsessed about it that i imagine i'd be ugly the same way i'm currently but with a bigger dick: i'm pretty sure i'd gain a lot of confidence.
When some women say "that guy is ugly but he attracts me so much" i always think she's talking about some ugly but masculine man with a big dick that can fuck them hard.
I'm not like that, i'm gymcel but no matter what, i'll always be average or worst in every aspect of manhood (looks, muscles, penis size).
In the scenario i find a girl that really attracts me that reciprocates i'd be REALLY scared. I'd be scared to form a bond that is based about "love", that kind of bond that is destined to fail becuase she'd want Chad cock. This is in her biology, she is programmed to enjoy a big cock in her.
I used to think that all cucks from IT and people in general that tells you that "you have to be confident" were, if ugly, big sized... but it's not always the case. I can bet there are big dick guys that tells you to beconfident because they are ugly but they are big sized so they gain confidence from that, but i guess there are a lot of others people that lacks in the looks AND size, and those are the proper cucks we always talk about: their coping strategy is pretending that "love" will allow them to overcome all and, in the best scenario, they marry a woman so ugly that she does not even get the chance to get a lover (which nowadays is almost impossible due to the fact a landwhale can get chad cock on tinder).
If you are not inclined to be a cuck (=be in denial, pretend that your look and penis size does not matter) you are helpless. Society cannot help you. If you go a therapist and you talk about those problems they will be downplayed (especially if you talk with a female therapist, and those are the majority... while males are betas). There is no clear support for ugly men with """Average" dicks like there is for, dunno, anorexic women, or cancer patients.
There is no support for our problems and society will mock us and despise us and tell us that the problem is in our head.
I always question myself if i'd have preferred to die by cancer at 50 but live like a normal person or rot in this shit (maybe i'll die anyways before 50).
This is nature guys, people like us should have died long time ago. Just having glasses is a sign that we are surviving just because of "technology" but in a hunter/gatherer society we'd be fucked... the only people more defensless than us would probably be women and fat people.
I do not care to live at all. I'm just afraid to rope because i'm afraid to suffer.
