
curryboy420
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My only connection to a human was my dad and nowadays he is telling me I'm mentally disabled and need to get disability benefits and take pills and just be happy with being poor because he says I can't make money and I'm not able to work.
However I know I can work and I don't work because the money is shit and wouldn't let me move to where I want to be anyway. I don't want benefits.
So now I have no one that understands me or gives a single fuck. I knew I was worthless from the beginning but when other people realise and accept that you are worthless then you feel even worse somehow.
How do I make my way out of this hole, I'm been neet for 8 years, I have no degrees or real skills and I have no support from anyone. How do I do it alone, has anyone done it alone from such a low place like me.
However I know I can work and I don't work because the money is shit and wouldn't let me move to where I want to be anyway. I don't want benefits.
So now I have no one that understands me or gives a single fuck. I knew I was worthless from the beginning but when other people realise and accept that you are worthless then you feel even worse somehow.
How do I make my way out of this hole, I'm been neet for 8 years, I have no degrees or real skills and I have no support from anyone. How do I do it alone, has anyone done it alone from such a low place like me.