Venting I have no motivation

[Tenshi]

Sometimes I feel like doing an absurd effort even to get out of bed. I try so hard to keep myself positive and motivated but in the end of the day it is to no avail. I mean, what's the point of it? Everyday I get new negative reinforcements from life, everyday I feel more dejected and hopeless, everyday life gets worse.

How am I suppose to handle all that shit at once? How am I suppose to deal with such struggles when I have no one, not a single soul to tell me that life is worth living. That it is worth keep trying? Not a little bit of intimacy, not a single word to make me feel better about myself, to make me feel needed, valuable.

Man... Life is so brutal to some. And I'm not even the one who have it worse here. Life was never easy for me but damn, recently things are getting harsh. To the point that I even feel afraid sometimes...



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZq_jeYsbTs

 

[WØLF]

You deserve a gf

 

[Pengwin]

You deserve a gf

we all do

 

[Over_this_Life]

You deserve a gf

 

[WØLF]

we all do

That's debatable tbh

I think a gf would solve the majority of OP's problems and help him cope with life better

 

[Pengwin]

That's debatable tbh

I think a gf would solve the majority of OP's problems and help him cope with life better

yes, I think every sane person would rather be with a nice foid than spend time alone on this forum venting about our miserable lives.

 

[Deleted member 16608]

same. can hardly get out of bed lately.

 

[ihaveno1]

Wish I had a gf

 

[Tenshi]

That's debatable tbh

I think a gf would solve the majority of OP's problems and help him cope with life better

Man it's so brutal. How many nights I went to bed with tears on my eyes... And no one would see that, no one cared. I had no one no even tell me that things would get better. I had moments when all I needed and wanted was somebody to be by my side. Yet, no one.

Everytime I tried anything with a girl it would end tragically into sad humiliation and negativity... Life wasn't supposed to be like that.

 

[Pengwin]

Wish I had a gf

 

[WØLF]

Man it's so brutal. How many nights I went to bed with tears on my eyes... And no one would see that, no one cared. I had no one no even tell me that things would get better. I had moments when all I needed and wanted was somebody to be by my side. Yet, no one.

That's exactly what I mean. If you had a gf you would be way less cynical and your outlook on life would change because she would be there for you when no one else would

Everytime I tried anything with a girl it would end tragically into sad humiliation and negativity... Life wasn't supposed to be like that.

You're probably non NT and awkward tbh

 

[Tenshi]

You're probably non NT and awkward tbh

I am tbh ngl

 

[Deleted member 24256]

i cry myself to sleep often. You might be depressed bro

 

[WØLF]

I am tbh ngl

Not very surprising

Being NT is the first step to ascension. Work on low inhib and NTmaxxing

 

[Tenshi]

i cry myself to sleep often. You might be depressed bro

it's sad man. I feel ok right now but I have been depressed since I was 12 so you're probably right.

hoping the best for all of us.

Not very surprising

Being NT is the first step to ascension. Work on low inhib and NTmaxxing

Have been working on this for a while idk man... Sometimes I think it's too late, I'm uglier and older than I was in the past, everything seems so difficult for me... Thanks for reading my thread man

 

[your personality]

same. can hardly get out of bed lately.

The bedpill is brutal.

You need a reason to get out of bed tbh ngl