I really wanna surgerymaxx but I don't make enough money to afford that. And I don't have enough money saved up. I could try finding a new job but all the high paying jobs around here I can't do because I don't have the experience. And the ones that don't require experience are hard factory jobs where you have to work 12 hours a day. And who wants to do that as an incel?
So I could also try going to college and get a degree in something. But I'm also too lazy and have no motivation to do anything (anhedonia). But even if I go to a college for 2 years, then I'll be 25 years old when I graduate. Then I'll actually have to find a career that suits me. And let's say it takes another year for me to save up. So I'll be 26 then. And then once I finally get plastic surgery it will only slightly increase my chances because I'm short (5'7"). So 90% of women won't want me anyway. But since I'm a cutecel (I made a post about that) maybe I could ascend with an 18 year old noodlewhore since I'm white. But what if that doesn't work?
I just think it's over for me...
So I could also try going to college and get a degree in something. But I'm also too lazy and have no motivation to do anything (anhedonia). But even if I go to a college for 2 years, then I'll be 25 years old when I graduate. Then I'll actually have to find a career that suits me. And let's say it takes another year for me to save up. So I'll be 26 then. And then once I finally get plastic surgery it will only slightly increase my chances because I'm short (5'7"). So 90% of women won't want me anyway. But since I'm a cutecel (I made a post about that) maybe I could ascend with an 18 year old noodlewhore since I'm white. But what if that doesn't work?
I just think it's over for me...
