Wtf what did you major in
Bachelor of Fine Arts (BFA). Animation, Interactive Technology, Video Graphics and Special Effects.
I guess I could work harder to get a job in the field. Was in it for 10 years or so but it's exploitative and burned me out to the point of being hospitalized due to all the stress. The pay is shit relative to the amount of work they demand. Sweatshop environment. Don't work in games, keep it a hobby.
It seems something horrible happened for all the hallmarks to getting a career for me. I graduated high school right after 9/11. I graduated college right after the 2008 recession. It's always been a struggle to find work. I think I'm part of a lost generation.
I used all of the money I accrued being in the industry for a 401k. After my last suicide attempt, I cashed it out and paid off my student loans and debt. So now I'm technically debt free with zero prospects. My luck bernie gets to be president and all the foids with useless gender studies degrees get bailed out and their student loans lifted.
took a boot camp for six months to train myself to do full stack dev. tried applying for those jobs for 2 or so years. Multiple interviews but I think I come off as NEET, passed over for girl, soy, and pajeet coders. I'm a shortcel, bald, a fucking white male. I honestly think I'm discriminated against. I refuse to partake in sjw political conversations, not a hipster and I don't think I'm a "culture fit". Retarded hiring manager cunts demand I have every single web framework on my resume even though they're all the same. Whenever I get interviewed by a HR bitch I know its over. Women hate me.
I'm so used to failure and demoralized I don't think it'll ever get better. I'd rather blow my brains out than try again and face years of constant rejection.
