Blackpill I have little to lose

[TheJester]

Shit job, no friends, no girlfriend, below average looks, no Generational Wealth, little opportunities, my degree is not worth much and argubly I should have done something completely different, my Irrationality bought me to do that degree which wasted 4 years of my life in which I could have yah know worked up the coorporate ladder but hey without "5 years experience + A VERY SPECIFIC degree and whatnot" you cant do jackshit these days.

No wonder every fucking person over the Globe does tiktok/youtube/insta/facebook/OF/patreon now.

I had this job for 7 months now.

It fucking sucks.

But i blocked reddit so i cant even follow t/antiwork

I would legit make 100k+ a year just to feel somewhat financially secure and yet I know that in todays shifting world you need further qualifications and do courses and BRUHHHH I am just burned out. I am simply burned out from reality, from everything.

With 45k as a single guy in Germany Id legit never ever OWN anything.

Now with that new Tax, id Basically not own property at all. Actually it might actually be that owning property in Germany is a disadvantage now.

Its crazy but thats how it is.

What legit can I even do at this point? Blow my cash on drugs and nightclubs, maybe I can fuck a stoned 20 yo JFL?

I hate this job.
The only non Management or Client conversation I do in a day is with Gemini or GPT.

Even on the job its not really conversations its just "do this, do that, can you bring me XYZ, can you download/upload/send ABC".

If I talk with these guys in my sector (who are all boomers and Gen X) about what they did on the weekends "Nothing"; "Household"; "I went to the Park or did hiking"; "Playing Video Games".

I also hate sitting in front of this fucking PC all day. Like legit, i try to go down on my phone usuage to 3 hours (4 hours already today but its sunday i give) but then on the job i sit in this fucking chair and all i look into is a screen all fucking day.

My eyesight is shit from 12+ years of gaming and doomscrolling. I am sick of this fucking screen.

I am sick. Just sick. I got not much to gain and HAVE nothing to lose.

All I lose is the respect of my parents, but even those guys i see once a month. 12 days of 364 a year.

I am LITERALLY ALONE. I am ALONE!

 

[SaintGermain]

Wie alt bist?

 

[chudjak]

This world has nothing

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

Try Filipino dating if you're so desperate, import a wife who will think that Germany is Eldorado compared to her former shithole. She will cook and clean and you would have more time off screen.

 

[TheJester]

Wie alt bist?

25

 

[SaintGermain]

25

Bro das geht noch, hab jetzt 30+ erwartet
Kannst immernoch was anderes studieren, bin selber 18 und hab vor paar Monaten angefangen aber bin einer der jüngsten dort, fast alle 23+

 

[TheJester]

Bro das geht noch, hab jetzt 30+ erwartet
Kannst immernoch was anderes studieren, bin selber 18 und hab vor paar Monaten angefangen aber bin einer der jüngsten dort, fast alle 23+

Man kann auch mit 60 studieren. Ich war in Salzburg an der Hochschule zu Besuch für Product Management und einer der Anwesenden war ein Opa und ich fragte ihn ob er für seine Enkel hier ist und er sagt "Nein für mich" lol.

Kp. Ich brauch Geld und kann nicht nochmal 3+ Jahre studieren in Einsamkeit und ich hasse Hochschulen/Unis.

Ich hasse Prüfung und Boulimi lernen und das ganze Deutsche Bildungswesen.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I just want to work some shit job and live in my car when I'm older. I have no desire for a career, and I don't want anything.

A house and a family is out of the question in 2025. I'm not gonna bust my ass for nothing.

 

[SaintGermain]

Man kann auch mit 60 studieren. Ich war in Salzburg an der Hochschule zu Besuch für Product Management und einer der Anwesenden war ein Opa und ich fragte ihn ob er für seine Enkel hier ist und er sagt "Nein für mich" lol.

Kp. Ich brauch Geld und kann nicht nochmal 3+ Jahre studieren in Einsamkeit und ich hasse Hochschulen/Unis.

Ich hasse Prüfung und Boulimi lernen und das ganze Deutsche Bildungswesen.

Verständlich

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Every time I feel this way, I think about the fact that if I were to be arrested I’d be subjected to live in even worse conditions surrounded by stinky black fags in a moldy bug infested building.

 

[TheJester]

Verständlich

Ich habe auch extremes ADHS und Socziale Angst (manchmal) und kann nicht einplanen wieder mit 50+ Typen in einem Saal zu sitzen und einem Opa dabei zuzuhören was er über irgendein Projekt zu sagen hat oder einfach so schmacklos die Folien abliest.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

I just want to work some shit job and live in my car when I'm older. I have no desire for a career, and I don't want anything.

A house and a family is out of the question in 2025. I'm not gonna bust my ass for nothing.

I just a small house in the country in montana save up a fuck ton of money for retirement and @Embamaxx and live in the woods i fucking hate living in the city makes go insane sometimes being surrounded by people

I’d rather NEET in the woods tahn to NEET ina economically diverse neighborhood

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Every time I feel this way, I think about the fact that if I were to be arrested I’d be subjected to live in even worse conditions surrounded by stinky black fags in a moldy bug infested building.

Last place an incel would wanna be in is jail god forbid a nigger sees an autistic person they’ll kill the fucking guy!

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I just a small house in the country in montana save up a fuck ton of money for retirement and @Embamaxx and live in the woods i fucking hate living in the city makes go insane sometimes being surrounded by people

I’d rather NEET in the woods tahn to NEET ina economically diverse neighborhood

Based

The only thing that would suck is the bears though

 

[Izayacel]

Lebst du alleine ? Just h4 bro , Dein Aufwand , Effort Interessiert NIEMANDEN ok ?

: Was du gemacht hast oder wie du was gemacht hast , ob du zu einer liebenden Frau nach der Arbeit zurückkommst ( GIGA KEK ) oder ob du dir sinnlos einen Abratterst / Abarbeitest , Interessiert keinen .

Wenn du ne Pause brauchst machs einfach . Du musst dich nicht sinnlos krumbiegen für andere oder dich beweisen "
@TheJester

 

[Nobody_]

rrationality bought me to do that degree which wasted 4 years of my life in which I could have yah know worked up the coorporate ladder but hey without "5 years experience + A VERY SPECIFIC degree and whatnot" you ca

Shit job, no friends, no girlfriend, below average looks, no Generational Wealth, little opportunities, my degree is not worth much and argubly I should have done something completely different, my Irrationality bought me to do that degree which wasted 4 years of my life in which I could have yah know worked up the coorporate ladder but hey without "5 years experience + A VERY SPECIFIC degree and whatnot" you cant do jackshit these days.

No wonder every fucking person over the Globe does tiktok/youtube/insta/facebook/OF/patreon now.

I had this job for 7 months now.

It fucking sucks.

But i blocked reddit so i cant even follow t/antiwork

I would legit make 100k+ a year just to feel somewhat financially secure and yet I know that in todays shifting world you need further qualifications and do courses and BRUHHHH I am just burned out. I am simply burned out from reality, from everything.

With 45k as a single guy in Germany Id legit never ever OWN anything.

Now with that new Tax, id Basically not own property at all. Actually it might actually be that owning property in Germany is a disadvantage now.

Its crazy but thats how it is.

What legit can I even do at this point? Blow my cash on drugs and nightclubs, maybe I can fuck a stoned 20 yo JFL?

I hate this job.
The only non Management or Client conversation I do in a day is with Gemini or GPT.

Even on the job its not really conversations its just "do this, do that, can you bring me XYZ, can you download/upload/send ABC".

If I talk with these guys in my sector (who are all boomers and Gen X) about what they did on the weekends "Nothing"; "Household"; "I went to the Park or did hiking"; "Playing Video Games".

I also hate sitting in front of this fucking PC all day. Like legit, i try to go down on my phone usuage to 3 hours (4 hours already today but its sunday i give) but then on the job i sit in this fucking chair and all i look into is a screen all fucking day.

My eyesight is shit from 12+ years of gaming and doomscrolling. I am sick of this fucking screen.

I am sick. Just sick. I got not much to gain and HAVE nothing to lose.

All I lose is the respect of my parents, but even those guys i see once a month. 12 days of 364 a year.

I am LITERALLY ALONE. I am ALONE!

you are alone? Im literally a hikikomori all day in my room. I dont have anyone to talk with. Im going crazy

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Based

The only thing that would suck is the bears though

True good thing that montana is a cuckservitive state so i should have no problem owning a shotgun against bears

 

[RechargedSamsung]

you are alone? Im literally a hikikomori all day in my room. I dont have anyone to talk with. Im going crazy

 

[TheJester]

you are alone? Im literally a hikikomori all day in my room. I dont have anyone to talk with. Im going crazy

Sometimes just being "underneath people" makes you not more lonely.

Its basically the same as if all you are surrounded with is a bunch of robots. Bland and monotous and you notice they actually dont WANT you to be there.

 

[Nobody_]

Sometimes just being "underneath people" makes you not more lonely.

Its basically the same as if all you are surrounded with is a bunch of robots. Bland and monotous and you notice they actually dont WANT you to be there.

Yes but thats far more healthy than staying neet 24/7 in the room.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

True good thing that montana is a cuckservitive state so i should have no problem owning a shotgun against bears

 

[TheJester]

Yes but thats far more healthy than staying neet 24/7 in the room.

Yeah. You csn try to go to bars or Clubs or idk do wageslave shit like me.

Being underneath 20+ years older duees that secretly hate you all day.

 

[Nobody_]

Yeah. You csn try to go to bars or Clubs or idk do wageslave shit like me.

Being underneath 20+ years older duees that secretly hate you all day.

You seem like a mentally healthy guy. Im schizo (diagnosed) and 99% im autist. I got massive social anxiety from traumatic social experiences both online and irl. I cant even go outside for a walk. So yeah feel lucky for not being me.

 

[TheJester]

You seem like a mentally healthy guy. Im schizo (diagnosed) and 99% im autist. I got massive social anxiety from traumatic social experiences both online and irl. I cant even go outside for a walk. So yeah feel lucky for not being me.

I am not mentally healthy at all.

I still need money and thus a job.

If being a NEET until death works out for you, go ahead.